A Vengeful Mind

Today I felt gloomy waking up. Its been the typical mood for the past few days. Waking up in the morning after a long night of rest yet feeling unrested and unfulfilled, like something is missing and I can't quite figure it out. A feeling of lonelinesses, neglect, betrayal and listlessness.

So it began this morning like these past couple of days. I let myself wallow into a vengeful guilt. A day like this I know very well not to put up a fight but to allow myself to succumb to the heaviness of fear and cowardice. I woke up today with a similar feeling, only that this time it was different and something seems to be present. Then I heard a familiar voice begging to let go. A voice pleading to be seen by the WORLD!

It said to me, I don't want to hide no more PLEASE let me OUT! I will make mistake make no doubt of that; but I will learn and I promise, I will do better with each mistakes. I will be challenged by life itself. I will take multiple punches from life but I will fall with my head above the ground, looking up and above to take another blow till I am able to take no more....

Then I will say to life itself, ENOUGH is ENOUGH this time not even you will stop my burning desire for success. LIFE hear me NOW! I have become THIRSTY for power and I will defend my PRIDE. Its my turn and the WORLD must KNOW ME NOW!

A moment passed and the voice was gone but before it retreated completely into the thin air its whispered with THRILL... Let me out and I won't fail you...If you don't, when my time comes and it will, I will haunt you, and bury you in your paradise of guilt.

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