Sad Girl
crying at nigt when she goes to sleep,
thinking about the promise her man made her keep,
she always wonders why shes here,
and if her death is far or near,
she thins about leaving her mom and dad,
dreaming about the love she once had,
she has no one to talk to so she does is cry,
thinking about how easy it is just so say goodbye,
but then she wonders if it will ever be okay,
and if things will go back to the way they were someday,
she wats to forget it and just slit her throat,
and tell everbody why she did it in a note,
she looks in the mirrior and her self isnt what she see's,
so she touched the mirrior and dropped to her knees,
she crys and crys until she cant cry anymore,
then she wipes her eyes, looks up and locks the bathroom door,
her mom calls for help and they brake down the door,
and she see;s her daughter laying dead on the floor,
theres a note on the floor right next to her head,
and these are the exact words her mom had read :
Mom, you said you loved me but did you really? Well not enough to keep my self
from killing me.Dad, you kept me away from everything because you said i was
still a kid, well i hope your happy now because lok what you did. Friends, you
seen me come to school with my face looking sad, but you never had enough
courage to ask if i was mad. Teachers, you never asked why i came to school
crying, but if you wana know now i felt like dying. Family, you looked at me
different because of a few mistakes, but mistakes are something everyone
makes. Boyfriend, you said you loved me and you were akways gonan care, but i
know what you did when i wasnt there.
Love always,
sad girl.
her mom read teh note with tears in her eyes
telling everybody those were all lies..
her mom didnt have tears because she was sad
and she didnt have tears because she was mad
she had tears because she was scraed
and everyone knows she never really cared
Copyright © Alysia Palacios | Year Posted 2007
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