Never Good Enough
Never good enough for anyone it seems
The only time I am is at night in my dreams
And people tell me what I think isn't real
but no one has realized that what I think is what I feel
so when I think about death or about if I die
Or maybe getting drunk or just a little high
Maybe I want to get rid of the numbness and feel some pain
Because right now, I can't even feel the rain
That lands on my face in the middle of the storm
And it's freezing outside but I still feel warm
So I begin to think that I can fake it
Fake my happiness and then stage my fall
And then there will be no pain once I hit the ground
Because my heart will stop beating and I will have ended it all
Copyright © Lucy Besser | Year Posted 2017
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