What To Tell About Me
What to tell about me? ,
that my mother did not want me ,
I destroyed her carrier ,
dad thought we were a barrier ,
he left us because of me ,
my mom wanted to be a dancer ,
she wanted to be at the top of her carrier ,
dad who I was never told about ,
but I used to shout aloud ,
"who is he?" ,
"where is he?" ,
Once she acted like a mom ,
when she had been married to a man ,
she was happy and loving ,
that I almost felt she was so tender and caring ,
but when he died ,
leaving everything he had ,
to his son ,
mom felt treason ,
she wept without reason ,
I was happy ,
at least I had friends who were sassy ,
but they too moved on ,
I had a boy to crush on ,
he was cheating on my best friend with me ,
he said he felt bad for me ,
but all was a lie ,
he wanted someone for him to tie ,
to do things that I helplessly did ,
because of no friends ,
he touched my parts ,
I wanted him to hold my hands ,
to make feel surprised ,
but he said I did those things to him! ,
how dare him ,
Then came a friend who just wanted me to work for her ,
to make notes and essays for her ,
she was mean to me ,
the teachers were killing me ,
I am just a child what else you all will do to me? ,
I was so traumatised ,
who will listen to me ,
I cried out loud ,
is there anyone around ,
at last I wrote ,
what to tell about me? ,
nobody has the right to know ,
I am leaving ,
no one must be found crying ,
I am going somewhere safe ,
I am really brave ,
to do this ,
no one must talk about me after this ,
no one is mine ,
you all are enemies of mine ,
you all are mean! ,
you all are not what you mean ,
stay out of my grave ,
do not try to be brave ,
you all are not humans ,
you are animals ,
I do not belong here ,
I am going to a place far from here ,
where I could see angels ,
unicorns and nightingales ,
I hate you all ,
be gone from my soul! ,
you are not worthy ,
what to tell about me?
when you learn to love ,
learn to bow ,
then think about me ,
talk about ,
for now I am going to die with a grudge ,
may be about a fudge ,
that was never passed to me ,
the hit you gave me ,
what to tell about me? ,
there was so much of pain in me! ,
you all are so cruel! ,
you will be burned like a fuel ,
that is the toxicity of yours ,
look inside of yours ,
you will find so much curse ,
people who left for purpose ,
to teach you lesson ,
to put you in a burning prison ,
This is the reason why I hate you,
the world within you .
Copyright © Ambuja Parameshwary | Year Posted 2016
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