Leave Me Alone
I just want to b left alone
Please go away
I'm not feeling myself
Come back another day
I have a cough my belly hurts
My head is pounding too
I think I have a fever
Shouldn't get close to u
Just need some time
Today I think I'll rest
It has nothing to do
With the nothingness in my chest
These tears running down my cheek
Are because I don't fell well
It has nothing to do
With the things that I won't tell
I just need to get back in bed
Sleep is the only cure
Because it shuts down everything
I don't want to think anymore
I can't get rid of this hurt
That I feel inside my soul
Pretty sure I'm broken
And it goes way deeper than you know
No one can fix me
The Drs have all tried
Take all these pills
And in a few weeks youll be fine
It never seems to work
I'm always lost inside my head
The feelings that I feel
Are worse than being dead
My heart feels like it's broken
A million pieces can't be fixed
I'm so sick of living
With the happiness I miss
I don't know how to change me
To the person I once was
I don't like to talk about it
Because people tend to judge
It's not my fault I swear I try
But these emotions that I keep
Shoved deep down inside
Make me feel so weak
How do I climb out of this hole
That I've dug so deep
There's not a ladder long enough
And the sides they are so steep
Every step I try to climb
I fall further down
Pretty soon my cries
Will not have any sound
I'll just curl up in a ball
At the bottom of my hole
And maybe someday
I'll fix the pieces of my soul
I've given up on my heart
That cannot be fixed
So until the day I die
I'll live my life like this
Copyright © Heather Doakley | Year Posted 2016
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