Time To Rest
Time is here for me to rest
But I cant because Im sad and depressed
Days come and days go by
Butl all I ever did was try
No one seems to care about what I fear
But what I fear is to have a tear
When people tell you that youll be nothin'
So I turn to drugs to make me somethin'
These drugs just make it worse
Because when they wear off I feel like Im cursed
All I feel is shame
When I am the only one there is to blame
I get blamed for everything
But all I did was nothing
I feel like commiting suicide
Because I have nothin left to hide
But every time I start to think about it
I think of what people will say about it
Will they talk good or will they talk bad
That is what makes me sad
Life takes me through this endless pain
And it drives me insane
When my time to go is here
Dont anyone have any fear
For where I go when I die
Is left for me to decide
I might go to heaven I might go to hell
From right now its hard to tell
But when I die
I dont want anyone to cry
For it will hurt me
More than you can see
Copyright © Randy Owens | Year Posted 2006
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