Time To Rest

Time is here for me to rest But I cant because Im sad and depressed Days come and days go by Butl all I ever did was try No one seems to care about what I fear But what I fear is to have a tear When people tell you that youll be nothin' So I turn to drugs to make me somethin' These drugs just make it worse Because when they wear off I feel like Im cursed All I feel is shame When I am the only one there is to blame I get blamed for everything But all I did was nothing I feel like commiting suicide Because I have nothin left to hide But every time I start to think about it I think of what people will say about it Will they talk good or will they talk bad That is what makes me sad Life takes me through this endless pain And it drives me insane When my time to go is here Dont anyone have any fear For where I go when I die Is left for me to decide I might go to heaven I might go to hell From right now its hard to tell But when I die I dont want anyone to cry For it will hurt me More than you can see