Fear N' Hate
I hate you.
You tourment me constantly
Pulling me through whirl winds
Pushing me through doors not ment to be
open
Scarring my outside with lines not ment to
be walked on
You trample and steal souls
A demon within me and it has no goal
Just destruction and confussion
Youre a bomb and there is no diffusion
I hate you.
You love the feeling of scratching and
prawding never being comfortable is what
you live for
But from this day on i say no more
i shouldnt feel as if a new day is a
chore
I shouldnt want any of this but
17 years is a long time to be unhappy and
i dont know if it will ever go away i want
my family I want my friends i want my
happiness and to not letting me have that
would be the cruelest thing on the planet
so "God" i pray give me life in which i
want to live give me a smile i can share
give me my independent freedom so i can
help myself, help myself please. Amen.
Copyright © Madi Boa | Year Posted 2012
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