Fear N' Hate

I hate you. You tourment me constantly Pulling me through whirl winds Pushing me through doors not ment to be open Scarring my outside with lines not ment to be walked on You trample and steal souls A demon within me and it has no goal Just destruction and confussion Youre a bomb and there is no diffusion I hate you. You love the feeling of scratching and prawding never being comfortable is what you live for But from this day on i say no more i shouldnt feel as if a new day is a chore I shouldnt want any of this but 17 years is a long time to be unhappy and i dont know if it will ever go away i want my family I want my friends i want my happiness and to not letting me have that would be the cruelest thing on the planet so "God" i pray give me life in which i want to live give me a smile i can share give me my independent freedom so i can help myself, help myself please. Amen.