Fear N' Hate

I hate you.
You tourment me constantly
Pulling me through whirl winds
Pushing me through doors not ment to be 
open 
Scarring my outside with lines not ment to 
be walked on 
You trample and steal souls 
A demon within me and it has no goal 
Just destruction and confussion 
Youre a bomb and there is no diffusion
I hate you.
You love the feeling of scratching and 
prawding never being comfortable is what 
you live for
But from this day on i say no more
i shouldnt feel as if a new day is a 
chore
I shouldnt want any of this but 
17 years is a long time to be unhappy and 
i dont know if it will ever go away i want 
my family I want my friends i want my 
happiness and to not letting me have that 
would be the cruelest thing on the planet 
so "God" i pray give me life in which i 
want to live give me a smile i can share 
give me my independent freedom so i can 
help myself, help myself please. Amen.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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April 2, 2016 at 12:38 AM
Madi,, you've expressed yourself well, I enjoyed your poem. Please keep writing and sharing your poetry XOX ~LINDA~
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August 15, 2015 at 1:29 AM
Madi, I like this very much SKAT
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July 21, 2012 at 1:14 AM
Nice poem! You've brought out different emotions quite strongly - (the struggle between wanting change and being stuck in your comfort zone) - nicely done Madi. And a warm welcome to the Soup!
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July 16, 2012 at 8:25 AM
A very warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you Madi. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love, Carol
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