Loving
Loving
Will the pain ever stop?
Probably not, although I wish it would.
Why me?
Of all people this had to happen to.
Why to the one who did not deserve it.
Or did I? Maybe I did. Maybe not.
Who knows? I don't.
I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy.
Of rejection.
The pain I have in my heart, I can not hide.
It is something that shows no matter what.
It glows as bright as a star, If not brighter.
Why does stuff like this always happen to me?
Am I evil, Yes, No?
But still I hate my life, I hate myself.
I even hate him. I know I shouldn't.
Even though I hate him, I love him with all my heart.
Copyright © Samantha Daniels | Year Posted 2005
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