Scars
Wounded by the words of hate
For you to change I will not wait
I guess I was the one you didn't need
Too blinded by your ego and greed
Its the same thing with all you guys
Filling my head with all your lies
Telling myself that all is well
While words were said that bite and yell
You never hit me; you wouldn't dare
But you left scars if you care
Scars that constantly try to hide
Scars that are forever burned inside
The days I'm unhappy to be alive
Are days when thoughts of you arrive
Days when i pull my hair and yell
Knowing, of course, nothings well
A new idea like smoking pot
Brings my mind to other thoughts
Scars that are forever burned inside
Bring thoughts and attempts of suicide
Your memories have made me insane
Constant thoughts and constant pain
From memories of you I cannot hide
Bringing scars to the outside
Knowing of course nothings well
An apology you came to tell
But wounded by the words of hate
A sorry from you came too late.
All this time you always knew
Haunting you what i went through
Memories of my awful life will burn inside
Until you drive yourself to suicide
Two lives filled with scars and hate
Was it chance, or was it fate
At least the pain and wounds are no more
Two lives ended ends a war.
_By Tamara Brown_
Copyright © Tamara Brown | Year Posted 2011
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