insomniac
there’s something comforting about being up at night when nobody is awake…it’s just me, alone with my thoughts. sometimes it can be lonely, but liberation is what i would most describe it as.
in the morning when everybody wakes up, i am the girl who makes people smile and talks incessantly about my negligible interests to anyone who will listen.
i am the girl who tries to come up with captivating words to say to be a part of something or stay in the conversation.
but at night, i can finally rest. i am alienated from the rest of the world, and am alone with my soul. i am pondering over my purpose in life and the meaning of it all— and i am at peace.
-c.e.
Copyright © Chlos Ebner | Year Posted 2025
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