Void
Void,short and crisp on my hazy mind,
There was no love to make me go blind.
No voice rolled,me numb,not a bit free,
I was born like this,dull,insult- this is me.
No escape,no fear,just a soulless life,
No peers, how could there be such one,
Just a little boy, smiling to survive.
A hope that was long gone,
No!No! Not buried dead...
Just me-black and dark in the cold hall,
Just a hoard of fools there to stall,
Consolation, appreciation bleed through my head,
Am I the one, Am I there.... here to do wrong?
Am I that bad realm repeating history?
Breaking the one, considered once strong,
There to flare,burn up and ash out the mystery,
Don't judge me, don't try to know me,
I am .... weird, have nothing to feel sorry for,
Understand me?(scoffs)
Better take a ride to the largest sea,
Let's go back to the way we were before,
Don't care for me- I am a broken helpless case,
I am not myself, just a handmade base.
Trying to please others, I don't know what for,
I want to stop,rest- I am tired,
Can't cope up with this pretense anymore,
Will you still be there for one so evil and retired,
If you don't love me, face away, don't cross path,
Believe me, if you do I'll of me, I'll give you a kick,
I am there for me, I don't like myself...
Why?
You ask?
Cause I Love Myself....
- Rai Mahanti
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