What Do I Do? a Letter To Jesus
What do I do? A letter to Jesus
What do I do? I'm always looking for the right answers and can't seem to find them. I turn to
My Lord to answer my prayer and yet they go unanswered. Is it me? I know I'm kind
hearted; I always try to help when I can. I've held my family together. My Lord has
promised me an abundance life, but he timing is different from mine. I feel that I have
wasted so much of my life doing nothing, but how do I change that? I pray for My Lord to
help me, to show me what must come next. I have great people placed in my life, but how
do I utilize them? How do I put the pieces together to fit perfect? What is it that he is trying
to show me or teach me and why can't I see it? I'm so desperate to find my purposes in this
life. To find where I belong! I know I'm more than a mother, a sister, a friend and a worker.
But what more am I? Who am I with out these things or people, who am I? I am a poet, I
am an artist, and I am a writer! But who will know these things about me after I am gone.
Who will feel my pain, my joy and my love for life? Who remember me after I am gone? Will
anything that I have done in my life matter to anyone? My Lord shows me all the beauty of
life with all the colors in sky, the pictures on a wall, even in a great movie. For me to see it
and recognize as a thing of beauty is a blessing. To hear the voice of my children and
grandchildren, to hear the ocean or a great band playing a song that is a blessing. To taste
great food and smell the sweetest things in life that is a blessing. My Lord has give all of
these blessing to me, to do with what I see fit. And yet I'm here complaining about the things
I do not have. I have let you down My Lord and I'm truly sorry. Please forgive me, forgive
my weak mind, and forgive my despair. I want to thank you for eveything good in my life,
thank you for my life.
Copyright © Reynolda Garay | Year Posted 2009
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