Hurt
emotions are running wild
confused and broken
about the one you love
the feelings you have for one another are unexpainable
but the things you do hurt
regretting the things you did together
the closeness you shared
thinking you went to far
its to late now
the test is positive
thinking of the options
abortion? adoption? or keep?
scared and mordifyed about whats to come
everyone will know and hear what happened
theres no hiding
you want to run away forever just to avoide the problem
you start to fight with each other
the love you once had is fading
wanting things to go back to how they were
now alone, you break down and cry
thinking how could this happen
again the options pop in your head
you think what should i do?
im only 15 to young to be a mother
and against abortion
i want this child to have a amazing life that i could not give
you decide to have the baby and give it up for adoption
but in the back of your head you keep thinking how could i get myself into this mess:/
Copyright © Shawna Heitkamp | Year Posted 2009
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