Liability
what’s mine will come,
but what could’ve been haunts me,
falling has every chance to be beautiful;
but all the flowers grew back as thorns.
the most beautiful type of fear- hope,
when trust is broken- sorry means nothing to me,
i could tell you i deserve better,
because i know for a fact that i do,
ignoring the truth for temporary happiness-
life is infinitely infinite.
everything is supposed to fall into place,
forever until the end i suppose,
replaced my brain with my heart-
signed a liability with the devil.
they promised me it would all make sense again,
but i’m losing everything i’ve ever known,
i exist in nothing but the moments,
doubt does not deserve me;
you do not deserve me.
how could i forget i am capable?
i was robbed of every star i caught,
hell is empty and they stand in my life,
why is it that chaos is my only friend?
i wanna feel all of the emotion,
how do i think when im surrounded by clouds-
bleeding from the top-
what’s mine still has yet to come.
Copyright © Kaycee Cook | Year Posted 2021
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