Afraid To Love
Laying in the darkness
Stars glimmer brightly
You hold me tight
This cold winters evening
Whispering in my ear
Saying how much you love me
I turn away
Pretending to sleep
Ashamed to face you
Wishing to be somewhere else
Anywhere else
But it’s not because of you
That I turn away
I’ve dreamed once, trusted once
Loved once but now I can’t
No matter how I try
I do try
But all I see is
My heart ripped in a million pieces
Thrown
Fluttering to the white crusted river of tears below
And now
Like an old photo in the sun
I’m fading
Fading from dreams, fading from trust
Fading from love…
Fading from you
No it’s not because of you
That I’m afraid to love
It’s because of him
He who I gave everything to
I gave my time, my mind, my trust
Shared my fears, my dreams, my thoughts…
My bed
No it’s because of him
That love has become
The thing I
Fear
The most
Copyright © Kikee Opela | Year Posted 2019
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