No Questions, No Doubt
Self-destructive?Couldn't handle the love & happiness?Too good to be true?Just
had to lose faith.Asked too many questions.Without doubt?Risky.Got too many
answers.Unbelievable,illogical,unacceptable, anymore answers?,options?Force-
feed my mind?No!Questions?Why must I try?Do I know you?Just my imagination
running away,Deja-vu,or illusion?All true?True!?Can't begin to express how
much I regret I failed to recognize your sacrificial smile.Your smile for mine?
Never see me smile now,Cry later?Predict it,Stormy weather?Expected,No!Once
written predicted!Gloomy,Dark,Cloudy thoughts will reign,minds will be flooded in
emotional pain,and tears will fall like the cold winter rain.Suddenly slip,slipping,
slipped into darkness.No Sunshine?Sunshine?!Ain't no sunshine!Just clouded
minds,Two-sided, vicious,circular traps.Twisted thoughts the building blocks of
an inescapable maze..Too much!Can't think ,can;t help but think!What I thought
was ain't.Why?!Why not?Who said that?!Can't tell,speak on it or understand
crazy.Accept it,no choice,no exceptions accepted!Please help me to help you
trust and believe,and without doubt,No questions in the unseen..So
simple.Suddenly the unknown becomes known without even knowing.No doubt!
No love without pain,and without loss,no gain,no sunshine without rain,born
sinners,not saints, we all play the game.and when left alone is it right to try and
place blame?My crazy life most certainly given flavor,seasoned,and marinated in
original sin.The crazy truth is I forgot what it feels like to be sane!Now what was I
saying?rite riite...A moment of silence please.Now raise your right hand and
repeat after me,I swear to tell the truth,the whole truth and nothing but the truth so
help me please.Sworn in the faithful pursuit to serve and protect just us, with
mutual trust.No doubt!Now sit and stand witness to the death of
innocence,sincereley,for all to see expressed eternally with a tattooed tear
Copyright © Terrel Shaddox | Year Posted 2008
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