My Terrible, But Beautiful Love
I am all alone, I can not take this.
No one at all can know what I go through.
So long since I have felt a time of bliss,
Never in my life, have I felt this blue.
I beg my heart to just let me die here.
I wish I could go to my friends and cry.
Will not shed tears, for I will not be near.
I must leave this cold world and say good bye.
Fade fast, as I kill this pain caused from him.
I love it how each pill slows my mind down,
Feel it, I am so dead, it's all for Jim.
My pain is gone, do you think he will frown?
I wake to meet his eyes, I am not dead.
Did not mean to hurt me, we are in love.
Copyright © Kelsey Knoblauch | Year Posted 2008
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