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Dear Lord....
I now come to you, in this desperate time of need. Needing your knowledge,
your wisdom and all the guidance you can give me. I remain overwhelmed by
the only true love tat you've bestowed upon me. I thank you for this blessing, yet
confusion wanders in my head and doubt lingers in my heart. Yet throughout all
the confusion and doubt, the thought of not giving up remains in my mind.
Dear Lord.....
if she only knew, if she only knew how deep it really were. Deeper than words,
deeper than any poem or song, deeper than any thought or any dream.
Please Lord walk with me through this journey, give me the strength and
patience that will stop my tears. Though, if in this lifetime i dont end up with her,
than please Lord let us be together in the place where dreams come true, in
heaven....for that would be y only hope.
Dear Lord....
if she only knew how far this feeling takes me. It goes beyond what the eye can
see, what the mind can imagine and beyond what the heart and soul and what
all elements can create.
Dear Lord....
can you make her understand?
if only she would come to me and just reach out her hand. I'd be happy loving
her.
Dear Lord....
if she only knew, if the angels only knew, if the world only knew, if you all....only
knew.
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There's a mahogany rose that only grows, within this heart of mine, and can grow
old if let outside, for its fragile to the flow of time. Frozen in my heart to see, to
remember what once belonged to me, her love I thought would always be, I can
only feel now, through memory.
There's a mahogany rose that only grows within this heart of mine, a rose so
special, that it does not need, rain or even sunshine. It grows and lives from the
tears I cry, and images from a past that long ago died. So strong it seems deep
down inside, yet drapes a little more, remembering her goodbye.
There's a mahogany rose that only grows, in a place where loves memories
move slow. Trapped now in this hypnotic maze, where remembering all of what
used to be continually change. Simply seeing her walk away, now I know that
nothing stays the same.
There's a mahogany rose that only grows, within this heart, now made of stone.
Tried so hard but can't let go, u told me that you'd love me so, and now that this
pain is all I know, I'm cold, for all I have left is this mahogany rose...
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Even though tis not worthy,
may my hand still touch your skin?
As sacred as the crown of twelve stars,
to touch you would be a sin.
My heart stops not to the face of death,
but to the face of love.
It's a face my eyes have never seen
and a face my mind knows nothing of.
Thou love is what i long to have,
thy heart is where i long to be.
Wilt thy prayers ever be answered?
For i pray only to lay with thee.
The one for whom i'd shed my tears,yes,
the one for whom i'd cry.
The one i'd for whom i'd give my life,
the one for whom i'd die.
If staying in a moment
means stopping the hands of time,
than i'd rather never live,
if in that moment thous heart is mine.
So till then i'll wait.....as i yearn for thee.
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I stand alone chiseling stone, I pause briefly to feel the warmth of the purplish
blue sunset ease the tension within me. I breathe with exhaustion overlooking
the cities bright streets, which bring differrence to a somewhat repititive blue
daydream. As the sweat drips down my face, my mind drifts away......I wonder
how things will be. For I remember several dreams ago when she was all mine,
now I sit on the grass outside her window with my heart in my hand. I am
attached to her in a way she'll never know, a way she'll never understand. Its
been awhile now since she's been gone and as days go by things don't get
better. She doesn't know that at night I still smell her perfume, that from time to
time when no ones around I close my eyes and sneak away to a small corner in
my mind, only to weep over a picture of how comfortable her and I used to be. I've
heard this song a thousand times, but never have I heard it sang this way......it
hurts so much. I stand alone chiseling stone, her face is what I create....for in
agony is what I am.....for her.--primothegr8
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There's a ruined place that I call home.
Unbalanced colors of depressed portraits hang uneven. Is this where I
belong?......and now, I have wings in this oh so desolate sky with no escape. I
bare my heart for the world to see for I am not ashamed to be myself, even in this
ruined place that I call home. I welcome you with open arms. My mirrors speak to
me in unison.....how does it feel to be a different kind of beautiful? I see paradise
within these walls that you find disaster......and I cry. You don't see what this does
to me, it becomes harder to break these words away from my emotions. For an
empty verse defeats the purpose of being me. You read this chapter not knowing
that with each word, you take a step higher upon my tree of velvet leaves. Can you
feel it? Its a different kind of beautiful. The kind that takes you miles away from
unhappiness. For me, this is the way its suppose to be. Where I belong,
somewhere on a black and white street walking in the rain with my head
down.....I'm ok but u don't know that. You think I'm sad not seeing that these black
and white streets put me at ease, like closing my eyes and hearing music in the
sunrise and that the rain brings me a sense of comfort. If only everything were
that simple. For you, a vision put before you is all you see, I like the way the water
looks when the sky swims through it, can u see it? Its a different kind of...........
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A piece of what it felt like was what i managed to hold.....briefly. I am now back
where i began back where i knew id be. For a peace that beautiful i knew wasn't
meant for me. I walk away knowing i tried, with bits of last septembers nights
gripped in my hands. The way these walls fall down can be unbearable....i was
happy once, if only i knew when. This feeling is so familiar to my heart, and the
words so frightening. White tigers in that beautiful girls eyes ill never 4get. The
way they made her smile, if only i could go back. Let this guitar play octobers
song, wake me and tell me everythings alright. Dont worry she's here....yes but
her hearts not. So what am i suppose to do, with this masterpiece i was building
for you. Add the violin, maybe it can whisper in her ear while she's sleeping. Tell
her i have a white tiger waiting for her...oh the look in that beautiful girls eyes. So
different so much left to say hopefully what i write could take her breath away.
Beauty in its finest form....these words smear from the tears that fall. For i know
that at the end, the world to us would've never been the same. Now i sit in silence
bearing witness to another love lost. Wings that somehow no longer fly, knowing
she was the one.....i see white tigers in that beautiful girls eyes ill never 4get. The
way they made her smile. Dont bother the water it belongs to us....the bench we
sat on. Its not enough to make you see.......the peace that once belonged to you
and me. The wind blows swift, but my words can no longer keep up at its pace.
Her body moving slowly...thats how YOU dance she said, staring at her, my heart
in awe. She was mine.White tigers in that beautiful girls eyes ill never 4get.
God..the way they made you smile.
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When night falls, my smile escapes me. My heart becomes a somber place. This
current state of mind resembles that of a loneliness, magnified by a thousand
blues. Yet even in this gloomy state, there's a light that can only shine, only be
seen within this dismal mood. A small piece of hope that restores my sanity
absorbs my feeling of abandonment. This light lingers across my bed of sorrow,
bringing comfort to this heavy heart. Making me believe that I can be. This light
appears not every night but every now and then, yes that's what she is to
me..........she is the moon that shines through my window.
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I sit upon the hilltop, in a spot thats shaded by an appletree. With a pen in my
hand, thoughts in my head, and in my lap, my book of poetry. I watch the sunset
as i navigate through my imaginations, sitting on the green green grass that
reminds me of home. For this i seek solitude, to elude all distractions that divert
me from my only peace. I dwell in this sanctuary, which is only found within the
deepest relaxation of my soul. But only in this moment will i feel tranquility, soon
all peace and joy will collapse. For my loneliness is constantly wakened by the
pain of existing without her. She's the foundation of my agony, she walks with no
idea of what missing her does to me. A few thousand memories are all now that
i carry, my life is no longer filled with joy as i am missing her beautiful face. Our
heaven was of nothing poetry could define. It could've only been decribed with
instruments and slow melodies, memories and old photographs. Nothing can
take this feeling away from me. For still i am in my moment of peace. Waiting for
the miracle of being loved by only her....MY SWEET GEORGIA.
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Just as sure as the sun will rise,
just as sure as the sun will set,
just as sure as night comes,
when the stars and moon are done with rest……I love you.
Just as sure as flowers bloom,
just as sure as flowers fade,
just as sure as tears fall,
when from your heart happiness runs away…….I love you.
Like a painting loves color,
like a poet loves words,
like grass loves green,
and like the sky loves birds…….I love you.
Like ears love to hear,
like eyes love to see,
like hands love to touch,
and lips love to speak……..I love you.
Till music parts from melody
till rain parts from storm,
till good times part from memory,
and till my soul parts from physical form, I will always…….love you!
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No one knows because i haven't told, that
the devil exists in my night. Only
because there is no sun to show shadows.
There's no need to hide or tip toe
through my thoughts. He knows that at
night my peace is most scarce. Imagine if
you will.....the world raining, in black and
white, puddles of wet leaves, everything
moving in slow motion. My night consists
of no color, saturated with feelings of
loneliness. The devil knows. The devil
knows that at night he can be at his best.
He can walk proudly, planting his seeds of
doubt. Putting his mask on every red
rose that proved beauty once existed, that
loveliness and elegance, romance and
bliss werent just a myth....a tale. I speak
these words from this weary place that
no one goes. I haven't told, so no one else
knows.......but the devil.
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