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Best Poems Written by Chelsie May

Below are the all-time best Chelsie May poems as chosen by PoetrySoup members

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Bird With No Wings

I lie to myself I don't know who I have become. 
I am a wife a daughter, a sister and also a mum. 
I put on a mask for the world to see.
but underneath it all do they really know me. 
I'm a shadow, a fake a perception of who I should be.
when underneath it all, 
I really just want is to be free.
Not free in the sense of running away. 
but free in the sense I do things my way! 
I have been through so much, that is why I am I so sad.
I did what I wanted the good and the bad. 
I feel lost alone and forever in denial.
the life that I have chosen it makes me want to run a mile. 
I love my husband my kids and I wouldn't change a thing. 
but I feel trapped and uneasy like a bird that cannot sing. 
Free like a bird is what I want to be,
free like a eagle soaring through and around the highest tree. 
I want to perch on the heavens and look down from up above. 
because where I am trapped I am not feeling any love. 
I Have two sides the good and the bad,
I mimic sometimes happy and sometimes sad. 
I Will find the thing that centres me one day, 
until that time all I can do is stay.

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Going Down In Flames

Toxic love in its truest form.
I cannot let you go but, 
I cannot conform.
Many years of tears, 
and raised fists. 
Too many of course, 
we are both recidivists.
You finally went to the leave, 
but I cannot let you go.... 
I cannot let us end this way, 
I have to be able to show... 
I love that I held in me, 
and did not pass your way.
The sweet words that are still to be said, 
and also the words I didn't say. 
You want me to trust you,
But there are so many lies that you spun.
The horrible things that you have done to me,
They can never be undone.

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Trust Issues

I know you think you got away with it, I know you do.... Let me just tell you now "I'm on to you!".

The lies you have fed me, the stories you have spun. 
We'll look at them now, they are all coming undone!. 

The secrets the lies they were always there. 

I'm leaving you now, so you better prepare!. 

Prepare to be without me and i will prepare to be without you!. 

The fake projection of our life has run it's course and now is through!.

I knew something was wrong and I knew it wasn't me.

Now it's all out in the open, and I can finally be free!.

I wasted my youth with you, I can never get that back!.

But I won't waste another second on you... I'm getting my life back!

Karma is a bitch, and I know you will see it some day.. 

I'm saying goodbye now, I'm only going one way...

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Bird With No Wings

I lie to myself I don't know who I have become. 
I am a wife a daughter, a sister and also a mum. 
I put on a mask for the world to see.
but underneath it all do they really know me. 
I'm a shadow, a fake a perception of who I should be.
when underneath it all, 
I really just want is to be free.
Not free in the sense of running away. 
but free in the sense I do things my way! 
I have been through so much, that is why I am I so sad.
I did what I wanted the good and the bad. 
I feel lost alone and forever in denial.
the life that I have chosen it makes me want to run a mile. 
I love my husband my kids and I wouldn't change a thing. 
but I feel trapped and uneasy like a bird that cannot sing. 
Free like a bird is what I want to be,
free like a eagle soaring through and around the highest tree. 
I want to perch on the heavens and look down from up above. 
because where I am trapped I am not feeling any love. 
I Have two sides the good and the bad,
I mimic sometimes happy and sometimes sad. 
I Will find the thing that centers me one day, 
until that time all I can do is stay.

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Inside

Empty inside,
unable to fill the space. 
It's gone, somewhere else,
lost without a trace. 
I want to know what I'm missing, 
everything is going right. 
Why do I feel this way, 
why am I seeing darkness, and no light. 
Things are coming together, 
everything I want is here. 
What is holding me back, 
what is it I fear. 
Time keeps moving forward, 
like it always does. 
I'm just feeling so lost, 
I'm not feeling any buzz. 
I wish I knew what I wanted, 
a way to sort it out. 
I wish I knew what was missing, 
what is life really about. 
Shadows in my past, 
make me want to see clear. 
I can't help what happened yesterday,
I have to persevere. 
Time is going forward, 
the pace is so fast. 
I need to hold it together, 
how long can I last. 
The feeling within me, 
it's something unknown. 
I've got a chance at a great life, 
I don't want to be alone.

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Darkness In the Light

Darkness in the light

Denial is my life it's what I'm living now.
I don't know why and I don't know how.

Happiness is what I'm seeking and it's just In my grasp.
but it's me holding me back how long will this last. 
I need to strip this emotion of self pity it's not me.
its holding me back when all I want is to be free. 

I want to rise from the ashes.
like a Phoenix and start again.
to take away all these emotions the sorrow and the pain. 
Give me a sign if I'm going the right way. 
I need to know which way to walk.
with way to run do I wobble do I sway. 
If I jump slightly to the left.
will it all get better or should it be.
to the right tell me in a letter.
I letter from God from the creator of it all the one.
I in vision who created my body and my soul.
Whisper it too me show me it in a dream.
I know that things can be different.
they are not always what they seem.
Am I important do I have a reason to be.
am I needed am I wanted this I want to see. 
Tell me my purpose that is all I ask am.
I on a mission a quest a simple little task.
I know there is a answer for this question.
and it will soon be revealed.
I will open my mind.
it will no longer be sealed.

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Essence of Time

Chaos in the fire, 
that's what it is on Earth. 
Breaking from the realms of reality, 
awaiting its rebirth. 
The secret hidden for generations,
starting to emerge. 
It's the new era of awakening, 
we will no longer be submerged! 
Something is changing,
we are changing from within. 
The vibration is shifting, 
it's starting to begin. 
We have to raise are vibrations, 
not let anyone hold us back. 
The 5th dimension is upon us,
And that is a fact.

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The Illusion We Live

THE WORLD IS JUST A MIRAGE WE ARE ALL HIDDEN AND ONLY OUR TRUE INHIBITIONS ARE REAL. THE RAW NATURE OF THE HUMAN PHYSIQUE IS REAL WE ARE NOT.

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Pendulum Swings

i wrote this poem in 2007, just found it on Myspace:

I named it:

*****************************Believe**************************************

As I strive to reach for the sky,
I come across many people that prefer to lie.

They make up stories, and call people names and think this will distract the world from their many shames.

They try to hide there deepest secret,
To make it so no one will hear it.

And then, back and forth the pendulum swings.
Bringing hope and despair to those people on the whim.

Unable to decide what life to live,
Unsure of what they could possibly give.

To stop the process from starting again,
To try save another from there almost certain pain.

Of lying and cheating and telling only lies,
Everyone they know starting to despise.

The life they lived the life lied,
Not moving forward not taking life's ride.

Of showing the world there true identity,
Becoming nothing more, than an Entity.

I figured out the special place, where you
Alone can stop time and space.

It rests with our heart and soul, a place
Where a real heaven, can and shall be whole.

No reason in which someone may cry, it may
Be because religion, has told us a lie.

They told us Jesus came to save our well being.

Instead what happened was it left us needing. Some
Hope to pray to ask a high-power

For those who get no response, begin to grow sour.

People seem to forget to say, I can help myself, I
Don't need to follow religions way.

People should say, I can do this I know I can, and
In doing so I shall and will, create my own divine plan.

We need to spare people from their short life span, and
Show them if they believe they will they can.

Live a life how it's meant to be, and that is of course
Living free.

To not give up, and think they have nothing left. To want
To take another breath, to open up there eyes to see, what
Life has to offer for them and me.

To stand up, and stand tall, before they can release
There body and eventually there soul.

To fight for what is truly theirs, a life with only
Happiness, and no despairs.

Have no more worries, doubts, or cares. To not have
To worry about saying their daily prayers.

To not look at the sky above, waiting for someone to
Come and show them love.

To realize it's within them already, that if they
Believe in their selves they will be ready.

To open up a new special place, that will
Be there ready to embrace.

Their hopes, their dreams, their desires and goals,
Everything that helps us, to build and grow our souls.

Till that one day, when the time is truly right.
To have no need to put up a fight, to look within and find
Your soul, to know that you are truly, and deeply 100% whole.

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Sanity

Holding onto the pain, am I still sane.  
My life is a mess, Im like a mother bird who has lost her nest. 
I replay everything over in my head, somethings gotta give, there's got to be something i can do something to revive my life that feels dead.
They say accept the things you cannot change.
I think its change the things, you cannot accept. 
My life is different, spontaneous and at times it is rough.
I know I can get through this, I know because I am tough. 
Things sometimes  go bad, but other times they can be times that can never be replaced.
This is the most difficult jouney,I think I have ever faced.
I want to be normal, I just want to fit in.
But how can I do that, when I live a life of sin.