Darkness In the Light

Darkness in the light Denial is my life it's what I'm living now. I don't know why and I don't know how. Happiness is what I'm seeking and it's just In my grasp. but it's me holding me back how long will this last. I need to strip this emotion of self pity it's not me. its holding me back when all I want is to be free. I want to rise from the ashes. like a Phoenix and start again. to take away all these emotions the sorrow and the pain. Give me a sign if I'm going the right way. I need to know which way to walk. with way to run do I wobble do I sway. If I jump slightly to the left. will it all get better or should it be. to the right tell me in a letter. I letter from God from the creator of it all the one. I in vision who created my body and my soul. Whisper it too me show me it in a dream. I know that things can be different. they are not always what they seem. Am I important do I have a reason to be. am I needed am I wanted this I want to see. Tell me my purpose that is all I ask am. I on a mission a quest a simple little task. I know there is a answer for this question. and it will soon be revealed. I will open my mind. it will no longer be sealed.