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Heather Hans Poem
i love how every day and night with u there is alway something new
when im with you i can tell u everything even when i need someone to look up to
you make me so giggly that i just want to scream and shout
i always will enjoy our time together day in day out
i know that when i am about to really about to break down
there no such chance with you alway being a clown
every night that i think about you i have this smile that just won't go away
see with you and me it never a second thought do i want to stay
there things that you loose and some thing come out of the blue
you are the most importent person that i look to
i been sreaching for the the person to show me real passion
i hope you can stop me from going on this big mission
when you call me beautiful i know you see my true beauty
i know I can do you what you ask of me i know my duty
i dont know what else to say all i can say is i love you
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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Heather Hans Poem
See there this girl willing to do whatever a man command
She was a wild angel that broke off her wings and took his hand
Before she goes and agree she has to know there once she does that there is no point of return
Excited to do whatever she need be perfect for him she need to learn
There are time she will misbehave and need to be taught a lesson
She will always try to think twice before doing something bad and stop and listen
Knowing she not aloud to give any attitude or talk back wouldn't be a as hard as she thought it would be
Fighting her battles within herself by trying to come to term almost cause her give up and flee
She learn that they complete one another that he is her master and she is his slave in with the both agree
That he will give her the collar and she will give him the key
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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Heather Hans Poem
My mind feels so confused by all these thoughts needing all of them to end
I never thought I could get this far
But even my own life didn't throw me a curve ball
At this moment I need to get up and maybe go for a drive to get help sadly no car
Moods don't know how to handle, don't want to either
I hate these high and lows don't know witch is better
Wish I could just shallow a pill, truly I just need to take a breather
Next thing I know I was writing my letter
As I write my throat is getting tighter ,seem i can't catch my breath
Eyes filling up with tears as I grab my pillow and squeeze tight
I can feel I'm only a hour away from my own death
Maybe there a chance in the moment towards the end I will put up a great fight
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Heather Hans Poem
Giving you all my love with only ask for your heart
From the beginning I knew we would have a crazy start
All that matter is our love that we have for each other
All I want is us to be with one another
You are all I need to make my dreams come true
I gave you what you need now just follow the clues
The day I feel in love with when I could see the true you in your eyes
All I ask is for truth never lies
With you by my side I fight off the darkness trying to take me whole
You have my heart and soul
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Heather Hans Poem
Time goes so fast that we don't stop and take it anything in
We all done wrong good and evil fighting with one other still so much sin
I look at the world becoming so numb that it crumbling in front of us
We all fighting to find love but in reality it all just lust
I can relate and feel the pain for the world it has all this weight with no one helping
Hand out praying for just for someone to grab on and stay with out melting
I see the moon and wonder if feel safe so far and with nothing to worry for
The star I don't see the sense in wishing you make your own wishes come true or hope for more
My heart the sea cold dark and mysterious taking it most beautiful creature so deep to disappear
When a storm come so fast a fierce I can feel mother earth deepest fears
It scary how we live in a world with all this beauty and life that we still don't stop to smell the rose anymore
It sad and true but maybe we can change I am so let change together my world
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Heather Hans Poem
My world upside down and my head keep spinning
I tell my self to hold on in the beginning
I don't like what I see , when I look at myself I'm like feel ashamed at what I see
I hurting inside and out, when I close my eyes I see nothing but darkness surrounding me
Thoughts come truth, lie come easy and believing is like is never goin to end
The depth of suffering I have indore apon myself
It discussess me with angry but I keep doin it knowing each out come is the same
Needing the pain grasping for the shards like trying to stay insane
Nothing can cure what I've done and nothing will change it is like the having faith of me staying
My heart is breaking I'm trying to keep it from delaying
breathing like it pumping air but all in reality I think it just believes that there something
I can't keep pretending like this is my world cause I don't remember being so lost
I will come back maybe not now but soon so dont wait on me
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Heather Hans Poem
they say everyone need there space and time to breathe but i cant even have a single thought to be able to do either
i live in the lost of words to be able to explain or express the brokenness inside me crying out hoping i can save myself
grabbing my life with two hand not sure if i can hold on tight i feel my grip losing the battle just hoping in sec ill realize
but the sad part is that maybe i have know for the longest time i knew i was going to just give up in end
i know everyone cares for me but see it doesn't how much they say they care or love if you know your choice there no one who can save you
i know i never hurt as much as a do to even want this i have written the letter then i put the knife in my hand then
in a second my eyes open to a voice crying out and something in my heart say go you know who ever it is they need you
so i run to the door open it as i open I see my child crying saying mommy and as i fall to my knees
crying i grab her a say are you okay just holding her tight now know I never want to let her go saying sorry for.alomost leaving her
my thoughts took over i should have been stronger then any little thought but then i realize i am because i didn't allow myself to go threw with it
she should have came into my head and realize that i have one person in my life i cant let her see me like this she need and i need her
i will never try to take myself for her again she is my life i might not be a happy in this second but it doesn't mean it will be forever
i promise to my child i will never allow myself to feel like this and she is my world and i promise to be there for her all the time for she is my angel who has save me
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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Heather Hans Poem
Time goes so fast that we don't stop and take it anything in
We all done wrong good and evil fighting with one other still so much sin
I look at the world becoming so numb that it crumbling in front of us
We all fighting to find love but in reality it all just lust
I can relate and feel the pain for the world it has all this weight with no one helping
Hand out praying for just for someone to grab on and stay with out melting
I see the moon and wonder if feel safe so far and with nothing to worry for
The star I don't see the sense in wishing you make your own wishes come true or hope for more
My heart the sea cold dark amd mysterious taking it most beautiful creature so deep to disappear
When a storm come so fast a fierce I can feel mother earth deepest fears
It scary how we live in a world with all this beauty and life that we still don't stop to smell the rose anymore
It sad and true but maybe we can change I am so let change together my world
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Heather Hans Poem
On this dark night i think about my death
while i sit here and think if i should do it as i take a breath
i think of what make me happy and there only one thing come to mind
i try just keep it in my head but at this time it just fell behind
i dont know how i can feel like this i been doing everything right
will i have to the strenght to keep this fight
i have this knife in my hand i should put it down as i go to i stop
then i feel blood dripping down my wrist then all of sudden i drop
as a start to black out i wonder who goin to know what happen to me
but the werid thing i suddenly feel so free
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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Heather Hans Poem
We all come here to get help with either drugs or alcohol
Meanwhile truth is the pain goes deeper inside within that we suppresse our darkest fear
We turn our pain into something more
We needed to escape from ourselves or everyone or everything
So we go on these adventures as I like to call them
Some of us are able to get and be free while other get suck still fighting the battle
Some of us need extra help so it's great to be able to come here
No matter if to get whatever brothing you out , to listen or going deeper to find other ways to heal
We should all be hear for one another
To tell our story or experiences to give guidance on how to break the cycle
We have to remember some might fall back we need to remind ourselves this can happen to anyone of us
Even in this battle we do have to good to look forward towards
We have the story of one the have completions that have years to celebrate
Just don't forget that one day clean is a celebration
So remember take a day at a time and just keep coming back
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2018
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