Suffering
My world upside down and my head keep spinning
I tell my self to hold on in the beginning
I don't like what I see , when I look at myself I'm like feel ashamed at what I see
I hurting inside and out, when I close my eyes I see nothing but darkness surrounding me
Thoughts come truth, lie come easy and believing is like is never goin to end
The depth of suffering I have indore apon myself
It discussess me with angry but I keep doin it knowing each out come is the same
Needing the pain grasping for the shards like trying to stay insane
Nothing can cure what I've done and nothing will change it is like the having faith of me staying
My heart is breaking I'm trying to keep it from delaying
breathing like it pumping air but all in reality I think it just believes that there something
I can't keep pretending like this is my world cause I don't remember being so lost
I will come back maybe not now but soon so dont wait on me
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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