Promise To My Angel
they say everyone need there space and time to breathe but i cant even have a single thought to be able to do either
i live in the lost of words to be able to explain or express the brokenness inside me crying out hoping i can save myself
grabbing my life with two hand not sure if i can hold on tight i feel my grip losing the battle just hoping in sec ill realize
but the sad part is that maybe i have know for the longest time i knew i was going to just give up in end
i know everyone cares for me but see it doesn't how much they say they care or love if you know your choice there no one who can save you
i know i never hurt as much as a do to even want this i have written the letter then i put the knife in my hand then
in a second my eyes open to a voice crying out and something in my heart say go you know who ever it is they need you
so i run to the door open it as i open I see my child crying saying mommy and as i fall to my knees
crying i grab her a say are you okay just holding her tight now know I never want to let her go saying sorry for.alomost leaving her
my thoughts took over i should have been stronger then any little thought but then i realize i am because i didn't allow myself to go threw with it
she should have came into my head and realize that i have one person in my life i cant let her see me like this she need and i need her
i will never try to take myself for her again she is my life i might not be a happy in this second but it doesn't mean it will be forever
i promise to my child i will never allow myself to feel like this and she is my world and i promise to be there for her all the time for she is my angel who has save me
Copyright © Heather Hans | Year Posted 2017
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