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Dxanna Monroe Poem
Dear Dad,
Hey I miss you, been a good long two years since I had seen you. I was just thinking about the jokes you used to tell "laugh out loud" and how mom used to smile when you looked her way, she always use to say you made her day.
I miss cooking those big meals on Father's Day and every holiday "man what fun times" my uncles use to say. You were like a dad to them, a hero in someway.
You provided a roof for us and anyone who needed a place to stay, man those were the days, I could imagine your face when I was born, your one and only daddy's little girl, protective like a father suppose to be, you watch me grow and I grew to be kindhearted and humble like you.
You taught me never to take anyone for granted and to spread love and laughter, that is what we need on this planet, you never showed anyone your stress, until that day I saw you were laying next to mom in the bed.
She was on a call with 911, I could hear the pain and the panic in her voice as the operator on the other end was steady saying "stay calm I cant hear you" for 30 minutes strait, I grab my phone and call 911, told them we need an ambulance right away, I comfort mom as they came in and wheeled you away, trying to stay calm just for her sake.
We did not know god was going to call you home that day.
Dear Dad,
Hey I miss you........
Copyright © Dxanna Monroe | Year Posted 2017
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Dxanna Monroe Poem
Lost in a field of my own emotions and thoughts,
wondering if I was the cause of my own faults,
how did this happen, unpleased with the results
of any transactions that I took apart of upon this planet,
laughter, those giggly sensations has faded away, now all
you get from me is a straight face, love, the feeling I once knew, taken
away by someone you let break through our bond just to get to you, hate
that intense dislike that I have for anyone who gets near my heart ,ready to shred them apart, doubt, that feeling of uneasiness that I have when I'm near you from the lack of trust, loyalty, that I display but its hard for you to show and prove so you run away. I shut down and shut you out while building that wall back up that I let you tear down, as I sit and drown in my own emotions and thoughts while my body lays in a field of tears. I wonder sometimes what am I doing here?
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Dxanna Monroe Poem
Had ten toes down planted in your soul, uprooted from the ground and that's when things went wrong, I loved you whole heartedly never gave you half, gave you all of me even did as you asked, things kept feeling kind of odd to me, told you I never been in love, you used that to your advantage, I was blinded by your charm and the things you did for me, told me that you loved me and you was my security, so I fell for your magic, then your spell fell apart, I realized you was a beast and I was beauty with a soft heart, and I'm not gone lie, you had me by a string, Geppetto, yeah you running things, I let you be the king, gave you back rubs to head to sexing you to bringing you breakfast in bed, but it got old real fast like a fake diamond that wasn't even real to began, I finally realized you wanted to control everything, including my heart my money and even who was calling me, now you got me to your self, is this what you wanted? to monitor my every move, you act like I was slipping and talking to other dudes, my life flashed before my eyes it blew my mind, I became suicidal , wanted to blow your head off with a riffle, already had the knife to your throat, you laughing like this is funny, tired of being taken for a joke, now my heart is broken and I don't smile anymore, like Rose Royce " love don't live here anymore", its expired along with my feelings for sure, I feel more like you mother than your queen, your two steps ahead of losing it all, bump it I'm gone
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This world is an endless cycle of mass destruction,hate and racism , but we think nothing of it, going to war killing each other, our mother, brothers , and even our sisters, killing each other not only physically but mentally and emotionally as well. There will never be an end to this. We pretend as if nothing is wrong, we pretend to be in a world of our own , knowing in reality we could never be free, free of hate, violence and negativity. This world could never be in perfect condition , just listen to me and my intensions, I just want this world to listen.
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Wonder what you was thinking ,when you could of had something better,I know you missing them golden moments,cause she's fed up,no lipstick on her face, no eyeliner to wipe away,you couldn't even give her 10 inches of walking space,now she feeling like she can't breath,anxiety got a grips now,but something else got a hold of her heavy...her heart skipping a beat,now she holding her chest,reaches her hand out hoping to get a grip,but she can't,she finally reached the depths of death,suicide is now her best friend,no worries , no stress, now you regretting the day you layed your fist to her face, wishing you could rewind the hands of times,and treat her like a glass of fine wine,but it's too late,now she stuck in purgatory reliving the moments of her life now,saying to herself ,if I get a second chance I don't know where would I began, do I wanna relive living in fear, hiding in a dark room,in her dark jeans and a hoodie, talking to the demons that pushed her,they telling her to go ahead and just do it , he don't love you anymore,he don't want you anymore,you just a punching bag for his hands,look at your face, no makeup can fade those blackeyes away,he calls you worth less,
do you even know what your worth is, forget it , just end it , they'll never miss you anyway,all he did was use you and abuse you,this your chance to get away,she woke up ,realized it's just a dream,or was it?No one should feel like they're the lowest of the lowest.People don't realize how potent they words are,how you say things,phrase things,and use I love you as a cover up,know your worth.
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