Emotions and Thoughts

Lost in a field of my own emotions and thoughts,
wondering if I was the cause of my own faults,
how did this happen, unpleased  with the results
of any transactions that I took apart of upon this planet,
laughter, those giggly sensations has faded away, now all
you get from me is a straight face, love, the feeling I once knew, taken 
away by someone you let break through our bond just to get to you, hate
that intense dislike that I have for anyone who gets near my heart ,ready to shred them apart, doubt, that feeling of uneasiness that I have when I'm near you from the lack of trust, loyalty, that I display but its hard for you to show and prove so you run away. I shut down and shut you out while building that wall back up that I let you tear down, as I sit and drown in my own emotions and thoughts while my body lays in a field of tears. I wonder sometimes what am I doing here?
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De Beaulieu Avatar
August 9, 2017 at 12:48 PM
Oh..Dxanna, I also wonder what am I doing here. You know something, good people like us get hurt, and it so badly it hurts.I have many rivers named after me. Pain hurts but I am healing now. Ready to move on. have a nice day my friend.
Monroe Avatar
August 19, 2017 at 8:42 PM
Thanks for taking the time to read my poem and of course time heals all. Thank you
Ajmal Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 11:20 AM
A very beautiful written poem, I really enjoyed reading it, it s difficult to trust someone once you re broken, ince someone betray you it s really hard to again trust someone however I m new on this site and would really appreciate if you could find time to read my poems and give your honest reviews about them
Monroe Avatar
June 7, 2017 at 12:16 PM
Thanks so much and Of course I would love to read your poems.Welcome to poetry soup :)
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