Worth

Wonder what you was thinking ,when you could of had something better,I know you missing them golden moments,cause she's fed up,no lipstick on her face, no eyeliner to wipe away,you couldn't even give her 10 inches of walking space,now she feeling like she can't breath,anxiety got a grips now,but something else got a hold of her heavy...her heart skipping a beat,now she holding her chest,reaches her hand out hoping to get a grip,but she can't,she finally reached the depths of death,suicide is now her best friend,no worries , no stress, now you regretting the day you layed your fist to her face, wishing you could rewind the hands of times,and treat her like a glass of fine wine,but it's too late,now she stuck in purgatory reliving the moments of her life now,saying to herself ,if I get a second chance I don't know where would I began, do I wanna relive living in fear, hiding in a dark room,in her dark jeans and a hoodie, talking to the demons that pushed her,they telling her to go ahead and just do it , he don't love you anymore,he don't want you anymore,you just a punching bag for his hands,look at your face, no makeup can fade those  blackeyes away,he calls you worth less, 
do you even know what your worth is, forget it , just end it , they'll never miss you anyway,all he did was use you and abuse you,this your chance to get away,she woke up ,realized it's just a dream,or was it?No one should feel like they're the lowest of the lowest.People don't realize how potent they words are,how you say things,phrase things,and use I love you as a cover up,know your worth.
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Date: 5/29/2017 8:45:00 PM
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Dxanna Monroe
Date: 5/29/2017 9:07:00 PM
Thank you Sara
Date: 5/7/2017 3:48:00 AM
Your narrative is heart breaking, and it happens so often. I don't know if this happened to you, but you are here and you wrote about it, and that alone is a feat of strength. Take care, and welcome to PoetrySoup.
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Dxanna Monroe
Date: 5/7/2017 5:43:00 AM
Poetry is my outlet. I sometimes write from my experience.Thank you and Thanks for the welcome.
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