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Ode To An Ex

Ive lived my years with my head held high,
Yet the pain that fills me wont let me cry,

Not until the time that i beg to be freed,
I want to be pushing up the flowers all from a seed,

I need this all to end before i do something stupid,
We all know theres no sweet cherub called little cupid,

We met and we flirted and we became one,
Now 2 years of hell theres no going back we are done

You played your games thinking you are so smart,
But i can see your iq is lower than fart,

So you run around and tell me that i might have aids,
Im sitting here thinking should i pull out the spades,

You thinks its so funny but its all just a joke,
But i know your not sound that your heart is now broke

You lie through your teeth to manipulate me,
Im not silly or blind when will you see?

You call me those names in front of your friend,
We all will laugh when you realise they are pretend,

You think this is a game and that you have won,
But our son will grow up and learn what you done,

He is our flesh and blood but he is no pawn,
You cant go out hunting im not just some fawn,

I have moved on and will be happy being me
You will spiral down depressed into the deep dark sea

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All About Her

I noticed her eyes all from the start,
And from that moment hoped we wouldnt ever part,

She can sing and manage and do so much stuff,
When i worked this all out i smiled and let out a sigh and a puff,

Her beauty was something completely out of this world,
She made me so nervous i thought i could have hurled,

She began to open up and show me her true self,
This chick was one of a kind and only top shelf,

We talked on the phone and it was all very brief,
But that misunderstanding gave me so much grief,

I was so sad i felt i had let her down,
All through that night my face was a frown,

So i messaged her again and apologised some more,
She wouldnt reply it shook me to my core,

We tried to meet up it was meant to be by the lake,
She stood me up, i hope her intentions are not fake,

Ill try again and hope we can meet
All over some mexican, something tasty to eat,

Maybe this wont work out but i have to try,
If it doesnt work out im still just a guy,

I hope one day that we can be true friends,
Maybe one day we can bump together our ends,

I will try to please her, and fullfill all of her most intimate needs
Ill go down on her until she cant take it, but only when she pleads

Ill bite her and spank her and yank on her hair,
But ill promise to do it all with such love and care 

My imagination runs wild and my heart pounds so hard,
Please dont send me a message this is my last card

I can only think about you through the day and the night,
Im so scared im to full on and that you might take flight

You are so beautiful all from within
Your kindness your soul where do i begin,

You are pretty and beautiful and i love that about you
I think youre stuck in my head with a whole ton of glue

You have sparked something from the inside of me,
When i look at your photos my face lights up with glee

You make me feel like a kid with butterflies all through, 
I hope its no game, that it is real for you

xoxox

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The Perfect Place To Live

The sun shines its a beautiful bright star,
As i drive my car its along the bitumen tar,

The trees sway and the bushes breathe,
I want to move to the country i want to leave,

I want to have a garden that can fulfill my needs,
I need to buy a block to have a dwelling and some seeds,

To grow my own crops i could have anything to eat,
Oh how i wish i had this life it really would be neat,

Id have an area for my common herbs,
Id keep a section that could be for the birds,

With vegetables and fruit and even some nuts,
Id be content if i was in a house or even a hut,

Id stock a dam so it was full of healthy fish,
Oh man i think about it i dream and i wish,

Id raise my own animals for a constant meat supply,
Id raise my fruits and vegetables and i really would try,

Id keep goats and chickens for plentiful eggs,
Id keep plenty of water so id never see the dregs,

I would have everything i need a life so simple,
The sun would beam down but i would not crimple,

Id do what i could to be self sufficient,
Id do what i could and try to efficient,

Id grow plenty of gum trees for just enough wood,
If only i had the coin if only i could,

This would be so special for my boy to grow up,
Id go out of my way to let him have a pup,

I know it would be hard that i wont make a living,
But for my boy i truely would be delivering,

Id build a special place for him to go and play,
I'd make sure the dwelling was warm so he could stay,

Id cook on the stove it would be from the fire,
If only i could leave this tainted suburban shire,

This life of living would be damn near free,
I could do want i want i could go hug a tree,

Id keep a garden dedicated to medicine,
If i had the opportunity id try eat some venison,

If i had all of this i could always try to barter,
This is how it should be we should try being smarter,

The sun would rise in the east and set in the west,
It could all be reality until i get layed down to rest,

This would be hard work and that is for sure,
But i would grow so much forever and more,

This life would be so fulfilling, some say it is crazy,
But if i wouldnt want to try then i would be so lazy

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My Struggle Continues Part 1

I wonder about life and what might become,
Whats around the corner for me, is she the one,

I sit back and feel the darkness creeping up,
Wondering if i should start to cut myself again, geez m in a rut,

Over the years life has thrown me some pretty heavy blows,
And so i remain the same way and my feelings get awfully low,

Its hard to say why i have been mad this way,
Or is it my own fault at the end of the day,

I am still all messed up inside maybe i have too much time,
So i think too much and start trailing off to the great divine,

My appetite is finished i cant even eat,
My body is cold inside theres no damn heat,

My heart is sinking and my mind is lost,
How much to fix me how much will it cost,

Im slipping away down a deep dark slope,
But if you see me it wont appear that i really do mope,

I think its about time that i get my hands on some weed,
Its so hard what option do i have, it is what i need

I need to escape to begin to feel,
But its so hard to get up when im permanently kneeled,

There is no more color or anything like that,
Now that my minds tainted its as black as a bat,

I need to get help but only when im alone,
When i talk to my loved ones i really dont want to moan,

I dont want more capsules or tablets or pills,
For i hate myself at times and it gives me the chills,

The medication is good but no good at the best,
As it makes me not me, like no heart in the chest

I dont want to ever become someone that im not
But the bipolar is deadly and makes me want to take a shot,

I dont drink no booze whisky or gin, 
but occasionaly i choof and oh what a grin,

I know the weed is an almighty plant,
But it is what it is i dont think i need to rant,

Its medicine for this man, so powerful and free,
To help lift all my spirits higher than the tall tree,

I use psychedelics to learn and for fun,
Dont look at me like im some kind of washed up bum

I am growing dreads to be at one with the planet
Whilst your laws say no, we just have to ban it

The drugs arent what give the mental condition,
It was well before that that gave the rendition,

I know its not smart and very far from being wise,
But its what i really need now, how is it such a surprise,

The drugs have been in my life well before i started dreads,
So dont make the assumption because its all in your head,

Maybe it is just a coping mechanism,
So go ahead just do it send me to prison,

I may use on occassions but i will not over do it
So dont tell me im the same that you could tell i had blew it

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Evil Comes From a Mother

I was so young and i mowed the lawn,
Whoever thought it was us that id grow to mourn,

We hit it off well and truely too quick,
You became pregnant, a son i would pick,

We broke up when he was 6 months, you said it was time,
You moved in with your parents, and i stayed at mine,

Our dogs were so big but they just got the scraps,
And skinnier and skinnier till they almost died in my lap

It broke my heart and it was so hard to deal with,
But our love was not real it was all just a myth

We were engaged and so happy back then,
you told me you werent coming back till god only knows when

Two and a half months have passed since you moved back home, 
And im waiting and waiting just like a garden gnome

I was finished and i knew that it was all done,
So now it is your turn to go and have fun,

We screw and we screw but dont tell your folks,
I know you dont care so you ask for more pokes,

Your parents got into your ear and caused you to be miserable,
Our relationship will not rekindle there is no more sizzle,

So more and more garbage you will get fed,
Now you wont let me see my boy, i was misled,

It hurts me so much but you just dont care,
So long as the child support gives you something nicer to wear,

We book in for mediation, it was over at sunshine,
And you lie about everything as if i had done time,

You are being unreasonable you are not just,
So they say to do leagally assisted you know its a must,

We book in and it wont be for several months now,
But you cancel 2 weeks before your a damn evil cow

So i go out to Abbotsford to get four new piercings,
But when i come back no son or any listenings,

Im unreliable for my son this is what you say,
Now i cant even see him no time of the day,

I want a dna test to make sure you were true,
But then you get angry and dribble some poo,

When i speak to some solicitor to get this fixed
He says no worries throw 6 grand in the mix

Since ive seen my boy its been over a year and half
The time the moments ive missed out on god i hate this path

For the pain she has caused, i should have worn a rubber,
It really was that simple not to make this thing a mother

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Mixed Up Feelings For a Mixed Up World

Im sitting down just wondering why im here,
I think about so much and it suddenly becomes clear,

I live for the pain, the struggles, the torment of it all,
Though it hurts so much can i really make that call?,

I watch as nature ends so much around me,
But it's us humans that are killing nature why cant you see?,

I search and i search and i search some more,
I want a real woman, not some trashy little whore,

Why do i get mixed up with these cold hearted girls,
Then my babies come out and shes got me by the curls,

It kills me inside, i know that shes a liar,
Yet our flame went out long ago, forever gone, no more fire,

I was on a roll my mind was getting good,
Then i get knocked back down and i land in the hood,

I need a real lover that can satisfy my needs,
Not just any girl for me to spread my seeds,

So im back at square one with less in my pocket,
And so i wait and stay till i can say stuff it,

Im not gonna stay celebate like i have before,
Im a man, i got needs, but im no man whore,

Im happy to play just one on one with you,
Just tell me what you need, do you want me too?

This stuff goes around and around in my head,
All at the same time my pain needs to be bled,

We all have our struggles including me and you,
Yet they underestimate me, they dont have a clue

I could fix this mess my knives could be my cure,
But if i left this world how could i remain pure,

My son is my world i love him to death,
But the pain is so real i wish i took my last breathe,

This stuff messes with my head, i need some release,
So i blaze up and trip out to keep away from the disease,

Reality gets sacrificed just way too often,
So i smoke and i smoke i cant stop coughin,

My senses are diminishing sometimes i can hardly hear
I know you dont get it thats why i want you so near

I can see some light at the end of this cold dark tunnel
Or is it just us thats caught in a funnel,

Im scared to lose someone as beautiful as you,
Your heart and your mind why cant you see it too,

My brother is my tower my pillar of strength,
I cant tell him but he would go to whatever length,

He had a beautiful baby girl to his wife,
Im not jealous but i do wish for that life,

For now yet again ive become single,
I just need for someone to give me that tingle,

I had enough struggle i was not spoon fed,
Yet the pain for decades remains in my head,

Once all is done and all is said,
Ill be alone, just me in my bed

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My Struggle Continues Part 2

If it comes from a plant or grows from the ground,
Whose to govern it, when you talk its just sound

My life is spinning out of control,
And on my body its taking its toll,

I need the perfect fix and it must come quick,
I hope these feelings dont stay im scared it will stick,

I understand why so many people take their lives,
Its so hard to speak up but really who will hear our cries,

Too many people begin to demonize,
But its us inside ourselves not who you see in our eyes,

Our enemies exist and they are all within,
But i try my hardest to just cop it on the chin,

Its been one and a half decades since ive been right,
But i wont let you see it ill keep it out of sight,

For the most part i do i try to be happy,
Yet at times like this i just feel so crappy,

If i take my life will you feel pain,
I hope the reaction wont be like a chain

Eventually these feelings will disappear from me again,
And i wiil feel good like ive risen from a crane,

These feelings come and go just like the side gate,
I just hope that it works out and will not be too late

I have hope for a more natural life in the end,
I hope that its not far away that its just around the bend,

I love to be free with no worries for me,
Just like the tides when you go out to the sea,

I feel at home more so when in the bush,
I just wish life was easy and not turn to mush

I want to live as free as a bird, 
But it is so hard when i feel like a turd,

I have a place im building a shelter,
But yet somehow my heart continues to smelter