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Jyoti Kandpal Poem
i rock the chair
with my pets in pair..........
..........shi & smert .......two in a trail.
Little bony lass with furry tail,
scratching floor with calm pace.
Smert my dear is quite a pale
gwaking shadows in fierce gaze.
..........A penchant for both
i keep them close............
one over lap................
others on toes.
They follow me in nights and days
in box of chocolates or packs of lays.
I pat them to sleep,
they wake me up in dreams.
Morning pass in their stinks,
blood red thoughts & eyes painted pink.
No sleep in dreams .....
not safe in guards,
shi & smert scratching down marked wards.
Bloody paws, stained sheets
they'll hover till they finish feed.
Till last chunk of meat..........
sticks over to me .
Copyright © Jyoti Kandpal | Year Posted 2016
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i remember last summer
summer , decades ago
golden & warm i remember
with strengthened ego........
moments lush green .
drenched in sweet pain
white and blue screens
covering roof till lane.............
Summer of mamma's womb
i remember of rain.............
drizzling and slashing faint
washing all tears and pain
drenching in colorless paint
tasting self in soup of pain.
i remember last summer
summer, decades ago
mamma talking ..............whispering lullabies
i saw from womb.......blooming lilies.
short and big rhododendrons
............flying hair of dandelions
cats mewing & doggy tail wagging
summer was bright a warm delight
i talked to mom without any fright
i touched the life, while i was inside
I remember last summer ...............
summer decades ago.............
whrilling , whooshing , shrilling & zooming
It was fun inside with everything blooming
.............suddenly i fell out with shout ............
no air was in & no womb was out
i was alone ..........all alone ......aloud
cold and prickly...............
............suffocating & sticky.............
I fell out of womb
...............into my tomb
I remember last summer .................
summer decades ago ,
Mommy's womb was warm and bright
all mine ; cozy and tight
Here i'm now cold and in fright
to exist is itself a fright
FROZEN FLOWERS of mamma's womb
striving hard to get a tomb
loosing all warmth & love
...........frozen are the flowers
of summer i remember ..............
....................summer decades ago.
Copyright © Jyoti Kandpal | Year Posted 2016
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cold stony, piercing nights,
when you sleep cozy.....
I walk around.......i zombie.
A "bloody thought" fight.
Knock-knock my pulse throbbed,
..........but my brain is already dead.
I see you grey...........grey is the blood.
Lips stitched..............can't feel the touch.
i hit here, bang my knees there.
Lost in ways without pain & fear,
no hunger to eat you up...........
ya! thirsty i'm sure not for blood.
Crawling towards you in a misery,
i'm dropping my limbs in a furry.
............Somewhere.....the heart is missed ......
.......soiled in filth & dirt its sick.
Zombie ......got a heart to lick .......
i ate myself in a click.
No tries ; no worries,
your love showered doom on soul & heart.
Rotten and sick dug in a pit....
my zombie ate whole of it.
.........With the yellow light ,
i dug the zombie inside catastrophe ;
ready for next ............fight.
Copyright © Jyoti Kandpal | Year Posted 2016
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I had an heart ache yesterday.........
So closed my lamp
& call off the day.
I dreamt.....i sweat
Saw you in light........
While I was in dark & wet.
Saw the moon....
Which we share everyday
Fiddling with river of my emotions
Which floods our souls evryday.
We had those apples of memories
& spitted seeds to grow stories.
We drank that nectar of love
....quenching this of ages.
Long tender arms holding me
Upright together were we.
Thumbing hearts making triumph of glory
....something was fading my memory.
Rustling & hissing........
I got hard of hearing.
I saw your lips trembling......
....but my ears gave up hearing.
I saw ur eyes drowning
.......oceans flooding my picture.
Lids swelling to narrow slits..
...erasing prints of my images.
I saw you falling....
fading in dusts of memories
Taking away my breaths.
I saw me running......
Scratching walls of distance
...fighting destiny.... For u to stay...
....but for you went away.
I woke up with a thaw
...a heartache again...
I.... Remember I saw u....
....but hard to remember.
Rustling breaths....
...thumbing hearts
...memories faded....
Resting on my skin...
making memories fresh....
Washing sight... For remembrance..
" were misty sweats of last night dreams"
Copyright © Jyoti Kandpal | Year Posted 2017
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