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Brandy Baker Poem
Feeling so broken hearted
Over wanting them near
We should never have parted
They should be right here
To continue what we started
Our first days I hold so dear
In my heart, broken hearted
Until together, forever near.
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Drained of doing too much of nothing at all
Racking my brain to be unprepared to fall
Into things that make sense to make sense to more
Hardly motivated to find what all this is for
While peace lies in wait for confusion to obstruct sleep
So we are left wide awake by things we do not keep
From exposure of uncertain truth to be told
Bound by a faith in our words to hold.
Through troubles we mend with answers that explain
Enough to grow through and move on from the pain.
It has become too easy not making things hard
For a decision to stay against being a part
I make without knowing or any care to know
Questioned uncertainty that only wants to go.
Even if there is heartache with things found out
Giving birth to answers still wondered about
By doubt or belief in anything but
Everything that strengthens our determined love
I promise to stay true with a vow for all days
To always love you, with your mutual love I will stay.
Copyright © Brandy Baker | Year Posted 2017
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Heaven during the summer had white flower trees
Which makes Winter for Earth.
The flowers fall from the sky and freeze
Which makes snow on Earth. When our flower trees
grow during the night
The gods take all the flowers
To make Winter for heaven.
Sixth Grade
Nevada Young Writers and Artists 1995
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My weaknesses kill me as they are amplified
With painful memories I want to hide
I endured your wrong doing that never did rightl
By me while I stayed faithful by your side
Accused of things you did and lied
About everything and selfishly tried
Taking what you could of anything mine
Losing to you while the old me died
I was a glutton for punishment needing suicide
Sickeningly full from swallowing pride
Despite how many times you made me cry
Giving into what I thought I wanted mine
A fantasy that trapped me with my hands tied
With willingness to work through the fight
Being together, when all we did was collide
I allowed you too much space in my mind
I will never go back or press rewind
Back to us with me trying to hide
From what seemed like endless slowing of time
Anguished with heartache I took in stride
Closer to my limit with every crossed line
You tried to break me into your design
Convinced I was not already a dime
In reality you wanted me obliviously blind
Like you were to everything keeping you alive
Now only flesh of all things unforgettably unkind
To everything in me that brings to light
Unconditional love you had by your side
Now a hate that wishes you would have just died
Copyright © Brandy Baker | Year Posted 2016
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Surviving battles, losing a war I never fought
Through dissolved confidence, unknowingly lost
By neglect I encourage with convincing doubt
Pretending to not know what it is all about.
Deeply pitted in a conditioned flow
Without much care to desperately follow
Unfulfilled destiny by laziness blatantly overlooked
Trying not to realize the flight of losses booked.
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Brandy Baker Poem
WE LOVE
I love how you love me, a promised forever eternity
You love with a love I can feel deep within me
We both love to be loved by a love that is heavenly
To love with a love that gives this life clarity
Loving so crazy and wild you and me
Loving so deeply, the furthest from misery
Loving so lovely, defining all that is beauty
Loving so endlessly with hope faithfully.
We love one another, no other can compare
We love one another with unconditional care
We love one another challenge no one should dare
We love one another like a meant to be pair
Loving to a depth only God could create
Loving for our hearts, they found their soul mate
Loving without knowing what is our fate
Loving to love in a blind-less love state
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I always cradled the moment
Life would bring you back here
With open eyes, no fear of fear
Of things that kept you far too near
A dying wish becoming truth
While I cradled hope through every tear
Falling forward when things would be clear
On a path from one week we held dear
You came back like I knew you could
Not without fight to let God steer
Away from loss for a gain and veer
Into beauty of finally having you here
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Be strong for me like I am for you
When I am weak, I can get angry too
Experiencing the down allows for the up
For a balance that is perfectly made of
Everything we undoubtly need to last
A part to be together and always have
A life we deserve, no other life can top
Lovely and magical with no will to stop.
Be the strength I sometimes front
I need to fall into pieces to overcome
Feeling the feelings I hate to need
Without fear you fear I want to leave
Understanding and no invisible lines
To read between to make you mine
All I want is you right here with me
A beautiful life for us there can be.
If anything you take from my thoughts
Find empathy in knowing like you I get lost
Not every day can can go without pain
It only makes for a love we will appreciate
And when I am struggling to succeed
Your unconditional support is all I need
With mutual growing love between us two
I want to go through all of life with you
Make a pact with me to try working through
Our heartache and pain, old and new
So we can be stronger together as one
From these two separate entities we can learn from
For a beauty void of discontent
In harmony striving for heavenly sent
Love that was made to be ours only
In our storybook ever after so happily
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This is the way you made me
Made me the one so scary
Afraid of what is to come
Relieved it soon will be done.
It will be death by anticipation
Running wild my imagination.
Outwardly, something, nothing can touch
Inside stress becomes too much
To be held in by any breath
As things come to a head.
Ending with another easy loss
I casually turn away and walk
Comforted I can always appear
I have nothing that I fear
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Would be lovely to kill him time and time again
Dose to overdose in all his own sin
Push him far enough to watch him drown
In embarrassed cries wondering how
Things could seem perfect with so many lies
Controlling him by everything made for cries
To feel the embarrassment of loving disgust
Merely a ghost of a love barely worthy of lust
Being the least I could do in reciprocating love
I would make him feel like he is never enough
Smother him to hear his last breath of hope
Then I would leave him to hurt needing to cope
He deserves to delight in all he gave to me
Share in a disgrace meant to never meant to be
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