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Rizwan Saleem Poem
Sometimes
There isn’t water
In all the oceans and the seas
That can drown
But on some nights
Two tears are enough
To choke the breath in me
Copyright © Rizwan Saleem | Year Posted 2016
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My eyes wander
Over every face that I see
So that I may catch some resemblance of you
I breathe in the air
Not so for the need to live
But so I may catch somehow a whiff of your fragrance
Perhaps gone astray from where you stand
I revisit the places close to your home
And reach out to touch clefts, least you ran your blessed hands on them
Over some point in time
My mind is spent in devising nefarious plots and schemes
To give me one good reason I could call you again
I run harder and harder
Kick start my dead beat heart
I open my chest to let in air
Dizzy with exertion
There is no picture painted like you
There can be no perfume that can replicate your heavenly redolence
No feel in this life that can match your healing touch
No pain worse than your absence around me
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I stare at the blank page
And wonder where to begin
Since I have run out of words of dismay
My heart gives me ink no more
I’d die to hear your voice again
And I wait for hours on end
But you kill me when you do call
You talk as if you dialed a stranger
I’m left more bereft with every conversation
You trying to phase me out
Me crawling to get back in
I go seeking bigger troubles
Then the one that already besieges me
The “I miss you” means nothing to you
For it seems now that I was the only one there
You left long before
Throwing me a casual adieu
Copyright © Rizwan Saleem | Year Posted 2015
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A walk in the rain
Let the drops fall where they may
A walk in the rain
To be soaked to the skin
A cleansing is what's needed
A walk in the rain
To watch the earth come alive
The streets shine and shimmer
The harder the winds blow
Ethereal lights glow
A walk in the rain
To hear my footsteps fall
And to leave my tracks behind me
To the orchestra of rolling thunder
A walk in the rain
To be in company
To know that at least tonight
I don’t cry alone
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THE DEPARTED
Covered, closed and sealed
Fist after fist of moist sand
Laid to rest
The walk back now for the living
A drive to return to an empty abode
Wouldn't it be so much better to also bury the memories behind
Carry on now i must, and still be near the places where we used to dwell
Incomplete, left to repeat a single wish
If only you had taken me with you
My eyes stray on the barren shelves
Where you kept your clothes
Residues of your perfume still linger in the air
The very scents that stirred my lusts for so long
Now make it so hard to breath
i must wake still, every morning and pretend to be alive
Though, i know i went in that grave much before you
What remains now is a quest
To seek answers for infinite questions that are left for me
All of them beginning with "why"
The finality of it all, this surcease
Becomes too much to bear
My heart beats on my chest like a hammer on a condemned wall
And when i can take no more, i fall to my knees and cry
Sob tears that rise from an abyss
Very deep inside
For the love lost to me
The warm embraces now cold as artic snow
The kisses owed but never collected
The words that i felt but left unsaid
Maybe you're in a better place now
Better than this living, breathing hell
That caves in around me
Maybe you're happy now
Or maybe, simply, this is what i deserved all along
So now that you're with others i see
Everyone else but me
I'm taken back in that cemetery
To a cold dark corner, tranquil in perpetual shadow
Far away and sequestered
On a little piece of hallowed ground
Where broken hearts are buried
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Discard
There is something in common
Between the rubbish on the streets and me
All these things were in use once
And needed
A purpose, a role
A designation too
Some bought, some gifted
Some passed on
Then used, abused
Eventually cast away
I can look and smile
At their wasted stage now
Some pieces of refuse still show signs of long lost glory
And the splendor they could offer
But now when deeds are done
The cravings satiated
These objects drift with the wind
Trodden on by boots and shoes
From one dirty corner to another
Yes. There is so much in common
Between this decay and I
When I was needed
Loved, wanted and desired
That I could not be lived without
But things and people change with time
Standing here I find my self
Amongst new friends
And we cry tears of the same size
Laugh in recollections of days gone by
Hand in hand
Suffer the pain together
Of being discarded
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Dark clouds and blizzards
Echoes of silence surrounds
Crystalline water hanging from branches
Evanesce my breath into frozen still air
Memories thaw inside spreading like warm molasses
Buried deep inside glazed eyes
Ever present for me to pull out and see
Reminisce I do now on what warmth used to be
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No, it’s not her
I could tell by the hair
Nothing could come close that gossamer delight
As if woven by Aphrodite her self
Then she burned in jealousy of her own creation
Sigh! That’s not her either
Mine has skin white like milk
Flawless and free from blemish
Smooth like the marble walls of a scared temple
Like religion, she could never be wrong
My eyes keep searching for bliss
No once again
That isn’t her gait
Her feline grace pushes the crowd apart
The ground savors her every step
I yearn to the heavens for her presence
I wait still, for first sight
With every passing minute
My hope bleeds with time
My recollections of her wear my patience thin
In the silence of this maddening crowd I could hear my heart crack
Like a mirror that reveals ugly truths
Still no sight of her
She is not mortal
Not like the others here
Her redolence would fill the atmosphere if she were close
The sun would dim; her smile would outshine all celestial creations
So no,
That’s not her
She’s nowhere to be found
Crestfallen with disappointment
I retreat for today
Only to return again with fresh eyes in the morrow
Or the next day, or the one after
Waiting for her to unfold like a miracle before the faithless
I would revel in her presence
For the few moments she would walk by
Then disappear
She not knowing
Who I ever was…
Copyright © Rizwan Saleem | Year Posted 2016
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Anatomy of a curse
Let it be so
Let it come to your turn
These dark hallucinations of my mind
The hope that your lips burn
When you kiss some other
Your deepest hazel eyes to lose color
When you see it’s not me
Cry out loud in anguish
When you think of the love we made
Rashes ravage that flawless skin
With every touch that isn’t mine
Ash gray to your fleece of jet black hair
I wish it to be now
The same pallor of what you left behind
Since they no longer cascade over me
Let those nimble fingers never feel sensations
Those fingers that once entwined with mine
Slip from your palm every coin you ever hold
Know you how it is to be bereft of all you ever owned
Skip a thousand beats of that dead cold heart you carry
Every time my name is told
Ghouls and vampires call on you
In the dead of every night
When this world retires to its slumber
See how it feels to live
Your life six hundred feet under
How the full moon now shines but not for its purpose before
Those kisses we shared in its glow are ours no more
Walk to where you want, run so you can hide
I pray my memories hound you
Let them never leave your side
No church or temple to give you relief
Dance your ways with Satan
Go round and round and round
Such a lovely couple you’d make
Always room for some common ground
Rejoice in rebirth, I am fully woken
The spell you had cast is finally broken
Now live the way that I did
Have your remaining years be wasted
And let you languish through days and see
Then and only then
Will you discover, lover
The true meaning of the word misery
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Oh hearken to me lord!
I grow tired and weary
I can carry my battles no more
I am no holy man
No saint that I can bear this with fortitude
I seek no fortune from you
Nor does the love of this world tempt me
I long for how things used to be
My knees grazed by my lost supplications
I weep only for my wasted days
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