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Jonathan Rodriguez Poem
One day I want to become a pirate
I want to get lost in the deep blue sea
One day my anchor will leave the marks behind
guided by the warm bright sun
Followed by the welcoming wind.
Never did I imagined that I would set sail on the deep blue sea
Never did I imagined that the anchor would leave the bay and hit land
Guided by a warm bright rays of the sun
The peaceful sound of the wind, brings so much enjoy.
All the other pirates want gold
All I want is Paradise
The day i met you I became that pirate
I got lost in your deep blue eyes
Your welcoming laugh left marks inside me
Your warm bright smile guided me to my paradise
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2016
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Jonathan Rodriguez Poem
Fake
Smile
Make believe happiness
Laugh
Make believe joy
Both
Make a perfect mask
Kindness
Make believe peace
Loving
Make believe wanted
Both
Make a perfect suit
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2015
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Jonathan Rodriguez Poem
Point of view
One day I'll leave this world behind
Before I leave please forgive me for all the tears,heart and head aches I have given you
As I'm writing this tears fall hitting my bed of sorrow
Every word I write another dagger hits my heart, deeper and deeper they hit.
The pain is to great to bare,I just took few pills to numb the pain,but here I continue to write
In your eyes,Im a failure,a loser and worthless
I'm sorry if I made it seem that way. It wasn't like that before
You look at me and see a pity fool and treat me as a joke.
In my eyes you were perfect even when I knew your imperfections
Treating you the best that you deserved and noting less.
I don't know what I did wrong but it kills me when I disappoint you knowing that I'm making it worst.
One day I'll make it right and gain back want I lost from you
Its getting to hard to write,harder to breath and I'm drowning in my agony.
A couple more pills should help
The pills reveal best memories we had together, and now every word i begin to write the daggers are sharper and they pierce the heart and hit my soul, uncontrollable laugh takes over
And tears of joy begin to flow.
My eyes are becoming heavy, I could hardly keep them open, I see you in the distance trying not to blink because I know you are an illusion. I feel my head bobbing, I see you getting closer to me,I smile, and I whisper hope to see you soon,I don't know where I going hopefully I'm looking down upon you and not looking up,just know I'm proud of you
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2016
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Real
All alone
The smile becomes a frown
All alone
The laughter becomes a cry
The Mask has been removed
Bring on the tears
All alone
Kindness becomes anger
All alone
Love becomes hate
The suit is off
All alone
Your true self is exposed
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2015
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Jonathan Rodriguez Poem
Afraid of the Dark
Growing up as a kid I was afraid of the Dark
Afraid of monsters lurking around my room
Afraid of their eyes piercing through the darkness
Afraid of them grabbing my legs and pulling me into the darkness with them
Pulling the covers over my head would put me to ease.
Now as adult I'm still afraid of dark
The monsters evolved into demons
Afraid demons just stand there in the dark
Afraid of their eyesight burning my skin
Afraid of the demons because they don't just want me in the darkness like the monsters, they want to torture me emotionally.
Pulling my covers over my head would put me at ease back than, but now they get under the covers and whisper into my ears.
12/14/2015
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2015
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Jonathan Rodriguez Poem
The pit
Hello she said
The pit of my stomach dropped
An angel spoke
The butterflies woke
My mind is blank, thinking of something slick, but mute I become.
Bye she says and walks away
She leaves a beautiful scent, and leaves a trail of feathers
she flies off
Time came and went
Don't know how I managed to gain someone like you, kind, gentle, and caring. Every word you have said had meaning to them.
Over time my eyes realized your true lies
All I gain was pain yet
All that joy that I gained, while you stayed
Made me realize the mistake I made
Knowing you were fake ...Your words no longer left meaning , leading me to lean on hopes and dreams that will never be.
Hello she no longer spoke.
An silence succubus
The pit of my stomach turned sour
The moth awoke.
Countless things I want to tell you
But I bite my tongue
She walks pass with a limp, she no longer has wings covered in feathers they are replaced with a thin layer of skin
an unimaginable foul smell fellows
she stumbles away.
Copyright © Jonathan Rodriguez | Year Posted 2017
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