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Marylen Ayash-Borgen Poem
Still with a full glance
now only do I stare,
within those amber eyes
her misunderstood ominous glare
By Marylen Ayash-Borgen
18 words
Title: Amber Eyes
Visual: #3
Copyright © Marylen Ayash-Borgen | Year Posted 2015
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Marylen Ayash-Borgen Poem
I am the juggler
One with many gifts
Talented in many ways of manipulating all rifts
No evil or good I stand in between
One must do what they must or so it does seem
Scales that tip one way I tip to the other
I must control all beneath for I am their mother
Dark at times so must I shall be
Lightness shines upon all now beneath me
Cheat or cross the lives which we share
I shall come with a vengeance this I swear
To set you straight
To keep you on your path
Do not turn away
Or suffer my wrath
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All the years spent together,
now dust, meaningless and gone
How in the world am I supposed to
start anew or continue on
I didn't expect to be hurt so maliciously
especially after what my first husband did to me
Doom and gloom over this life
I truly thought was over
the day we became a couple
but alas I was just fooling myself
I overlooked all the little betrayals
and disrespect, then held on to the hopes
of what would love bring me next
Bits of happiness seem to keep me hanging on
to a delusion that our love was ever strong
Such a fool was I to believe again
in someone who would crush me in the end
Support across the board seemed difficult and too much
only when it mattered to you did I receive that loving touch
You too selfish and me too selfless has put us in this condition
No longer under your valence no longer needing permission
Heartaches, mind reels and body feels numb
So it is I must continue life, no longer with a bum
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The fact that you're gone now leaves me in such confusion
I only saw you a week ago or was that just an illusion
We laughed, we cried and you said you'd be ok
only was I notified a week later that you had passed away
The years of our friendship twenty to be exact
I've cried for a month upon looking back
I still cry when I hear your name or see someone looking like you
when I drive past your home I feel empty, such a void so huge
I was just a small part of your life this I know
but you were a giant in mine and I'm having trouble letting you go
I miss you terribly, still waiting for your call
I hear your voice yelling "Sunshine"
then emptiness comes over me
reality sets in and I know the call will never come
I didn't realize that the last day that I would hug you and say goodbye
would be the last day, but if I could have that one last moment to say
the things I truly wanted it would be this
You were a gentle giant of a man, with so much heart and soul
You were a riot to be with no matter where we would go
You were larger than life with your big voice and smile
You were not meant to go, at least not for awhile
I loved you then and I love you now and forever will you be in my heart
I wish you didn't have to leave, for my friend we had to part
Know you will be with me, for everyday that I remain
I carry the friendship on until I see you again
Save me a seat at that table my dear
as you promised holding that shot and a beer
Until then my friend....
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Muffled sounds about me
I am warm and secure inside
Darkness completely surrounds me
For now I have no reason to hide
Comfort is what I will miss
Within this small place I exist
Once born I shall carry my own
No longer resting upon her bones
My first breath will take me into this life
If only I knew what pain and what strife
Would I not leave this warm lovely place
If only to see my mother’s face
I will not remember any of this
Nor will I take these feelings of bliss
Until the day I too create a life
So the cycle continues
Only memories remain
To the life of a child
Not a human stain.
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If you have nothing nice to say then say nothing,
If you cannot refrain from being cruel, ignore my existence.
But if you find it in your heart to love me, then love me.
Otherwise, pretend that I am dead for I am to you.
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Broken, and bound so am I
Spirit spiraling down into a dark place
Pieces of me everywhere
Can’t focus all blurry his face
You haunt my very being
Bleeds so my daunting heart
If only I knew you would break me
Never would I gave you such a part
Loves lie did you play such an evil prank
I gulped it right up like sweet nectar
Why did I choose your drink?
Blinded myself to your true intentions
I hate losing you by the way did I mention?
Now cold you are to me
Mean, cruel and uncaring
Stomping on my shattered soul
I get it’s time to let you go
Picking up the pieces of all this broken glass
As I reflect each one
I admit to myself what a stupid ass
Weighted down now just over a ton
Bearing sorrow upon my chest
memories flash through my brain
was it all just a lie
my heart now lives with a cane
Broken and battered
beaten and shattered
my life never to be the same
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