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Alex Miller Poem
Dark times in my mind are nightmares I bare/ and remind in lines of my rhymes/ the pain I sustain/ times I can't change/ I remain chained /my thoughts maintain to explain the blame and shame I contain/ so I sleep at night to fight the dreams I've seen that despite my life/ they mean to demise my eyes cause their light isn't bright/ ( long pause ) I give in my will is paper thin
I skip to my Lou to do my drugs/ the fight is threw/ enough is enough/ I've given up myself I can't help there's no trust/ and I listen to no one else/ so dark times in my mind are felt/ who knew if you combine blue with red you'd be beaten purple and left for dead/ I'd yelp for help but more blows dealt/ so I have to get up/ and do it myself
So out the house I go for a stroll/ midnight alright at night I'm hype/ who knows with no light how far I go/ all I hear are whispers and peeps/ so dark I can't see the guy beside I until I get hit on my blind side/ ducked taped and hog tied/ I tried to rely on I/ but me grieves and hates the lies inside I say/ such as I'll be fine and ok/ attacked by me I see/ kicked and slapped with my hands and feet attached behind my back/ me leaves cause I can't walk and can't talk my jaw bleeds/ believe I tried but died inside/ bitter sweet my dreams as I sleep
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Alex Miller Poem
Grey
Dark to light/ night to day/ I'm at a different time/ a different phrase/ to slow my role I paused my pace/ I lost touch stuck with no faith/ but brushed the dust of lust/ now I must regain the taste of love from above/ push to shove/ now fight/ black attacks white/ so my world swirled and became grey/ I went to a different place in my mind and used my time to waste/ but in fine chimes of my rhymes I remind/ in different ways/ I've disgraced my face/ changed the game to remain hidden from insane/ I proclaim/ but today I walk away from the grey
The black is no cat in the hat/ perhaps like a maze/ dark thoughts stalk you get crazed/ then lost like a run away slave/ get caught and the cost I pay/ I'm stuck with the same thought of how she walked away/ and now I talk different/ cause life is not sweet to me you see/ my pride pries but can't get free/ so me I cry and I can't believe/ so why try with disbelief/ so bare like a tree with leaves/ inside I strive to survive/ and I stand like a man/ that planted two feet/ but lightning struck/ I stood up to suffer defeat
People say there is a bright side that's nice/ where life don't feel like ice/ I plea I can't believe anything I haven't seen/ but they say the water is fresh and the air is pure/ inside I don't care cause I'm not sure/ then tension when they mentioned or claimed/ they can take away all I've pain/ my whole mood swayed/ confused I lose the way I chose/ there's no bright light/ I suppose I should of chose the white/ but I've never been afraid to come out at night/ I'm ready to fight/ going back to what I know and like
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Alex Miller Poem
All Alone
Down the cold road I go/ I've grown to be no fun and alone/ I sit on the couch pissed about doubts/ I lash out/ so to my hole I hide/ cause I let go of pride/ and my desired died/ now I glide by like a kite in the sky/ out of reach and out of sight/ I'm soaring for new heights/ but life ain't fair/ I tripped on stairs in mid air/ unprepared I sit with no care and a blank stare with my teddy bear/ wishing someone was there/ and my dear it's here I fear/ cause I stare down a dark path so fast/ it's unclear and I run outta gas/ and continue to be haunted by my past/ so I dash for the brush/ but it's to tough/ I get gashed and scrapped/ it's too late/ the mistakes I made are being repaid/ I hate fate/ it deprives my rise/ so eyes shut as I'm stuck in the muck/ with one buck trying to get up with my tail tucked/ but I fell with no luck/ and it days I delay as I lay dazed/ and pout/ smashed I crash slash pass out
Copyright © Alex Miller | Year Posted 2015
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