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T Perez Poem
SITIING HERE IN THIS LIFE OF SIN,
NOT KNOWING WHETHER TO CRY OR GRIN.
SEEN SO MUCH IN MY SHORT LIFE,
ALREADY AT TWENTY SIX SOMEONE'S WIFE.
I'VE SEEN DEATH STARING IN MY FACE,
WONDERING WHY IN THE HELL WAS I EVER BROUGHT INTO THIS PLACE.
I'VE BEEN THRU ALOT OF HEARTACHE AND PAIN,
DRIVING ME TO SNORT COCAINE.
IT WAS EASIER TO TAKE DRUG'S AND DRINK,
MY MIND SO MESSED UP I COULDNT EVEN THINK.
LOOKING AT ME U'D NEVER SEE THE DISTRUST I HAVE,
U WOULDNT BELIEVE EVERYNIGHT I SIT ALONE HELLA SAD.
I TRY AND BE STRONG FOR THE PEOPLE I LOVE,
PRAYING EVERYNIGHT TO THE MAN ABOVE.
PLEASE HELP ME GET BETTER AND NOT FEEL THIS WAY,
PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE COURAGE AND STRENGTH FOR ONE MORE
DAY.
I'VE TAKEN BLADES TO MY WRIST,
IT TAKES MY FEELINGS AWAY FROM BEING PISSED.
I'VE HAD FRIENDS WHO DIDNT UNDERSTAND,
THEY SAY THERE PROBLEMS WERE MUCH MORE GRAND.
TREATING ME LIKE A FAILURE TO WORLD OUT THERE,
ALL DOPED UP I SIT THE WALL I STARE.
I DONT CARE ANYMORE IF U TURN UR BACK,
WHEN UR WALKING AWAY JUST DONT LOOK BACK....
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T Perez Poem
I DONT WANT U TO PITTY ME I DONT WANT U TO FEEL BAD,
I JUS WANT TO KNOW IF U'LL BE HERE WHEN I'M SAD.
I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME OR SHOW ME THE ROPE'S,
I NEED SOMEONE THERE TO SHOW ME THE LIGHT -N- GIVE ME HOPE.
I DONT WANT U TO CRY WHEN I HURT INSIDE,
I DONT WANT U TO FEEL LIKE I WANT UR PRIDE.
I GET LONELY IN THIS WORLD OF HURT AND PAIN,
I'M NOT OUT TO PLAY ANY GAMES.
SOMETIMES I MAY NEED THE COMFORT OF UR VOICE,
SOMETIMES I MAY NEED U TO HELP ME MAKE THAT CHOICE.
I'M AS WEAK AS I CAN BE IN THIS WORLD OF HATE,
I NEED A LIFE OF MY OWN I CAN CREATE.
IT'S LIKE STARTING ALL OVER AGIAN,
NEVER REALLY AT THE BEGINING JUS THE END.
I PRAY EVERYNIGHT FOR ANOTHER DAY,
I JUS WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO WATCH MY LIFE PASS AWAY.
I'VE BEEN THRU SO MUCH U WOULDNT BELIEVE,
SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT I CAN NOT BREATHE.
I NEED SOMEONE TO HAVE MY BACK,
TO BE THERE FOR ME WHEN IM HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.
I DONT WANT A MAN FOR IM ALREADY MARRIED,
ITS JUS SOMETIMES THE LOAD GETS TO HEAVY FOR ME TO CARRY.
SO PLEASE TELL ME U CAN COMMIT TO ME,
A FRIENDSHIP THATS EVER LASTING.....
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I WONDER IF UR THINKING OF ME TONIGHT,
AM I THE ONE U WANT HOLDING U TIGHT.
DO U THINK OF ALL THE TIMES WE SHARED,
DOES IT EVEN MATTER DO U STILL CARE.
WHY WHEN TIMES GOT HARD DID U LEAVE,
WAS IT A DREAM U NO LONGER BELIEVED.
I LOVED LOOKING INTO UR EYES,
I LOVED THE WAY U U ALWAYZ TRIED.
I SWEAR WE WERE MEANT TO BE,
THEN WHY ARE U DOING THIS TO ME.
WHAT STARTED OUT SO GREAT,
NOW IS FULL OF REGRET AND HATE.
I CANT GET OVER U GETTING OVER US,
ALL U CAN TELL ME IS THAT ITS A MUST.
HAVE U FOUND SOMEONE NEW,
DOES SHE DO THE THINGS I USED TO.
I SWEAR I SAW U YESTERDAY WALKING DOWN THE STREET,
WHEN I CALLED OUT UR NAME U WOULDNT SPEAK.
U PASSED ME BY LIKE U DIDNT EVEN SEE ME,
HOW COULD U POSSIBLY DECIEVE ME.
U WERE THE FIRST MAN I TRULY LOVED,
I THOUGHT IT WAS BLESSINGS FROM UP ABOVE.
NOW ALL I HAVE ARE THE MEMORIES OF WHAT WAS U,
THE MAN WHO PROMISED HIS LOVE WAS OH SO TRUE.
SOMEDAY WHEN IM WISER I WILL SEE,
THAT THE PROBLEM WASNT U IT WAS ME.
MAYBE ALL U WANTED WAS TO PLAY WITH MY HEART,
I WISH I WOULD OF KNOWN FROM THE START.
I WOULDNT OF WASTED MY TIME,
I WOULDNT OF COMMITED THE CRIME,
OF LOVING U SO DEEP AND REAL,
THESE FEELINGS I WISH I DIDNT FEEL.
I CRY TO U IN THIS PLEE,
JUS TELL ME WHY WE COULDNT BE.
HELP ME CLOSE THIS CHAPTER IN MY LIFE,
PLEASE BE A MAN AND DO WHATS RIGHT......
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I WISH THIS PAIN WOULD END,
UR BACK HERE AND DOING IT AGIAN.
IT STARTED WITH A SLAP TO MY FACE,
ALL THE WHILE UR YELLING IM A DISGRACE.
I CANT TAKE THIS PAIN ANYMORE,
NOW IM BLEEDING WATCH MY BLOOD POUR.
DOES IT MAKE U FEEL LIKE A MAN,
IS THIS ALL PART OF UR PLAN.
U SAID U WOULD U'D KILL ME BEFORE I COULD LEAVE,
SOMETHING I THOUGHT U MADE UP--SOMETHING I DIDNT BELIEVE.
I WAS SERIOUS THE OTHER NIGHT WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO DIE,
SO THEN THE TEARS WOULD STOP AND I COULDNT CRY.
I HATE THIS LIFE IVE CHOSEN TO LIVE,
U TREAT ME LIKE A KID.
I CANT HAVE FRIENDS OR EVEN TALK ON THE PHONE,
IN THIS WORLD IM ALL ALONE.
TONIGHT I WILL END IT ALL FOR REAL THIS TIME,
THIS MAYBE MY LAST RHYME.
ITS TAKEN EVERYTHING AWAY,
I REALLY WISH I COULD STAY.
TO THOSE OF U WHO KNOW ME TAKE CARE,
DONT BOTHER LOOKING FOR ME I WONT BE THERE.
DONT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES LIKE ME,
GET OUT AT THE FIRST SIGNS U SEE.
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