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I DONT WANT U TO PITTY ME I DONT WANT U TO FEEL BAD, I JUS WANT TO KNOW IF U'LL BE HERE WHEN I'M SAD. I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME OR SHOW ME THE ROPE'S, I NEED SOMEONE THERE TO SHOW ME THE LIGHT -N- GIVE ME HOPE. I DONT WANT U TO CRY WHEN I HURT INSIDE, I DONT WANT U TO FEEL LIKE I WANT UR PRIDE. I GET LONELY IN THIS WORLD OF HURT AND PAIN, I'M NOT OUT TO PLAY ANY GAMES. SOMETIMES I MAY NEED THE COMFORT OF UR VOICE, SOMETIMES I MAY NEED U TO HELP ME MAKE THAT CHOICE. I'M AS WEAK AS I CAN BE IN THIS WORLD OF HATE, I NEED A LIFE OF MY OWN I CAN CREATE. IT'S LIKE STARTING ALL OVER AGIAN, NEVER REALLY AT THE BEGINING JUS THE END. I PRAY EVERYNIGHT FOR ANOTHER DAY, I JUS WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO WATCH MY LIFE PASS AWAY. I'VE BEEN THRU SO MUCH U WOULDNT BELIEVE, SOMETIMES IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT I CAN NOT BREATHE. I NEED SOMEONE TO HAVE MY BACK, TO BE THERE FOR ME WHEN IM HAVING A PANIC ATTACK. I DONT WANT A MAN FOR IM ALREADY MARRIED, ITS JUS SOMETIMES THE LOAD GETS TO HEAVY FOR ME TO CARRY. SO PLEASE TELL ME U CAN COMMIT TO ME, A FRIENDSHIP THATS EVER LASTING.....