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Azharuddin Adam Poem
There no use in trying to mend these broken and shattered pieces.
Its done for. Your saying that I'm great, that I'm strong. That I'll find someone else.
It's cut a deep void in my life. And left me completely sleepless.
Only vulgarity comes to mind, I dug deep who knew that so easily, your feelings would melt.
It disappeared overnight. Oh! The unfairness I'm faced with.
Maybe I deserve the pain. From all angles it sprouts.
I'm filled with hate. Length and width.
I tried! I tried! Did you expect me to shout?!
How I miss waking up in love! All smiles, no regrets at all.
It's become a feeling I definitely don't want again, never ever again.
Its a lesson learned, behind happiness, despair crawls!
Don't fall too hard, once you fall, it happens over and over, it never ends.
I hate to say this again, but what's done is done.
There no turning back once the damage is done.
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You have always been there for me,
and i've tried hard to be there to.
You have always tried to change me,
for the better, i know it is true.
everything You tell me is filled with meaning,
it really lightens my soul to hear Your voice.
there are no words to describe this feeling,
i love You more and more, You leave me no choice.
You are my reason for living.
and i will never forget who You are,
You will never ever let that happen,
Because thats just who You are.
You are, and will always be my shining star,
Don't you forget that, i love You as You are!
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Gone are the days when my release was my writing.
Today is a struggle tryna find reason to keep fighting.
F**k it! Let things be. Keep keep moving!
It's not enough I got no motivation to keep keep going.
'cause today its all about fake smiles, tryna keep the conversation going.
Keep the your f***ed up job so you have a place to room in.
Imagine waking up in the morning regretting.
Regretting waking up, being born, regretting your very being.
Its like you've got no reason.
Shakespeare said "to be or, not to be". To be is not at all easy.
Along with all this demotivation, taunts being flung at all hours of the day.
And the night time sorrows. 'cause chances are its not a f***ing dream. The cycles starts again.
More and more regret at your very being. Here comes the pain!
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Its not a downhill anymore. We've stopped.
Dropped. To the lowest of lows. From the highest of highs.
Nothing can change. Everything has flopped.
Mistakes will always be made. All promises will become lies.
It's the way we were brought up. No one holds on to their word.
No hesitation whatsoever, point blank. Its second-nature now.
Don't you know what year it is. There is no chivalry, haven't you heard.
It'll never be the same. There's no forgiveness now.
Bank cards are used to crush and cut lines that break ties.
Cigarettes are used to dilute the amount of pain we cause others.
When is my next hit? I need it now! So bad that I'm willing to make Mamma cry.
I've been down this road before. What kind of an example am I to my brother.
I don't want this anymore. I'm tired of feeding my hurt with more pain.
With all this abuse, who gains while I make myself go insane!
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i miss seeing You and smiling for no reason at all.
You were, are and will always be my Best Friend ever.
i'll never forget being with You, life was such a ball.
i hope this friendship never ends, and last forever.
i'd love for us to be back together again,
Like brothers in arms, always be there
For each other till the very end.
i want to be there, to show You how much i really care.
Nothing can change the fact that You're my main man.
You've always been there for me,even though i wasn't.
i'm sorry but that was definitely not the plan.
Without my main man, i truly am nothing.
To write about loved ones has become a trend,
So i chose to write about my Best Friend.
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At times we say and do things we dont mean,
we hurt others feelings without wanting to.
'im sorry' loses its whole meaning.
at this stage we start looking to undo,
knowing that it cannot be done, we try.
But sadly, what's done is done.
One right doesn't fix a wrong, but why?
Why is every effort shunned?
The past will always be brought into the present,
to remind us of the damage we caused.
Nothing is forgotten untill and unless,
time itself heals our flaws.
Everybody has some reject.
Nobody is born perfect.
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The many times that I have said "I love you" meant nothing to you.
Nevertheless, the feeling still exists.
I felt this deep emotion with so much sincerity, you haven't got a clue.
Its eating me alive that when you said it was mere charity. It hurts.
You said that you would never leave me under any circumstance.
Empty promises made. Break lives, hearts and can never be forgotten.
I want you to see me. The pain you've put me in. The love you lost in just a glance.
Perhaps, someday you'll realize, we're not so uncommon.
I've poured my heart out to you. Time and time again. I should have known better.
So intoxicated by the idea of you loving me back, I became oblivious to the spillage taking place.
What a waste of true feelings, all I received was betrayal in every letter.
One day you'll learn the full extent of the damage done and agony I face.
I don't hate you at all. I hate the fact that we're done.
I hope this game you played was fun.
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Sometimes i decide that i need to move on.
Then i realise that i cant, i remember You,
i cant help it, this feeling just goes on and on.
It feels like it'll never end, like an ongoing flu.
It's gone too far, now i hate loving You as much as i do.
i wish i'd never met You, it's pity i cant change the past,
For my future i can control, never again will i ever do
This to myself, because now i know, it will never last.
But deep inside, i'll always wish for Your love.
Life has become a living hell now, noboby can change that.
i really do want to get over you, but i'm stuck,
i'll never move forward or back, 'cause im trapped.
You're the best and worst thing that's happened to me.
i wish i could get rid of this curse, get back to the old me.
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i hate this feeling,
Yet i feed upon You.
i cannot live with You,
Yet i cannot live without You.
There is no explaination for
Feeling this way, but i cannot live
Without you. There is a hundred reasons
To stop feeling how i feel.
But just one reason to carry on:
i cannot live without You.
And how it hurts to know that
i am willing to make things work
But from You i get no cooperation.
Sometimes i wonder if i'll ever kick this addiction.
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So what I've come to realize is all great things come with a lack of sleep.
If you want to be successful in life stay out of bed. Its just the right thing to do.
Stay up in bed, watch TV, feel sorry for yourself or even day dream about faith's new leap.
Robin sharma said wake up at 5 to be productive. I say f**k that who needs to wake up feeling blue.
I realized that sleep depresses me. So here's what I've done.
I popped a few pills. Who knows what it was. Now try not to be drowsy.
I'm broke and in debt. And lately life's been no fun.
So I'm writing sonnet poetry. Drug abuse is the key not to feel lousy!
Whoops! I nearly shut my eyes for a moment. How long can this go on for?
Nobody's ever measured success by who earns the least, or Who's f***ed up the most.
Stop kidding yourself! What your doing to yourself is defined as "gore".
That's not reality! Wake up smell the coffee and burnt toast!
Make life fun. Do crazy s**t! Challenge yourself.
See how long you can keep it up for, before you're put on a dusty shelf.
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