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Sally Knox Poem
every day
is a new beginning
every night
is a definite end
every morning
while the rooster's crowing
every evening
is waiting to send
its dark to the sky
to blind my eyes
until light returns
when the sun ascends
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pain is not hurt
physical pain is comfort
just ask my leg
or my arm
or my stomach
I have gone numb
when you don't feel it anymore
when the physical pain
just goes away
thats when you are hurt
that is when you have lost
it's hard to go back
from the point so low
you can look up no longer
and see any light
every hour is darkness
every day
is like night
when tears stop coming
you are left without feeling
except for hurt
tears are relief
when you slice through your skin
but I don't cry anymore about that
I just hurt
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I lay here in bed
and wait for your call
I lay here and die
but you won't call at all
The slip of the tongue
has turned you away
The truth in the lies
the edge starts to fray
You call less and less
and one day it's never
After the assurance
you'd love me forever
As my heart withers
and tears start to fall
I lay here in darkness
and wait for your call
Copyright © Sally Knox | Year Posted 2007
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Oh regression and obsession
Such depression. Weren't you guessing?
That I'd fall back
Into this track
And become crazy once again
All the pain caused
By my huge flaws
Its hard to pause
Despair's jagged claws
Into my mind
And I always find
That I am crazy once again
This downward spiral's almost viral
Near suicidal and it's vital
Someone sees me
Someone saves me
From going crazy once again.
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Lying in darkness
losing my mind
...but still attempting to retrieve it
my sanity
and i lay there with
the straight razor i jacked
from the high school art room
used to make things beautiful
this is my art
hold it to my skin
not too much pressure
not sure i want to regress yet
then decide, who cares?
just a little scratch
if they see, just lie with my eyes to the floor
yes they know they can tell
my eyes dart from floor to ceiling
ultimately telling the truth
and trying to save me
but when the scratches deepen
i can only save me
too deep and too many
they start to add up
the skin is like canvas
this is my art
such beautiful hues of red
and drying almost black
i keep regressing
and breaking promises
and i still love you
but i love my art
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Sally Knox Poem
Only Sound
can enter your mind
and make you realize
the world around you
Only Noise
can make you wish
you had no perception
of what's happening to you
Only a Voice
can make you feel
like someone cares enough
to use it on you
Only Music
can make your soul dance
and forget for a second
the hell that surrounds you
What makes it so wonderful?
After all...its
Only
Sound
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A small, white scar
a fading bruise
an upset stomach
nothing to lose
nothing to gain
alone and afraid
numb with pain
the feel of a cut
and a stab in the skin
the song listened to
and im crying again
to just get away
to some other place
so they won't look
at the look on my face
the smile, the frown
its all going down
to the dark
to the death
and the wave at its crest
crashes down on my head
and the closing
the end
and its done
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Sally Knox Poem
You were a waste of my sight
Every eyelid flutter
would bring your image
I mistakenly compared so closely to perfection
You were a waste of my breath
Every "I love you" spoken
weighs on my tongue
like a treacherous burden
You were a waste of my heart
Too many times you would make it wither
and be less whole
with each coming day
You were a waste of my tears
So many times I wept
for you
and how you treated me
You were a waste of my honesty
I always let you know my evil truths
just to be maliciously deceived
by your neverending lies
You were a waste of my suffering
You made me feel
pain
I never thought I could endure
But through all the suffering I discovered
Completely, undeniably, and irreversibly
You were a waste of my time
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Sally Knox Poem
act happy for the crowd, hunny
don't let them see your pain, dear
cover up those cuts, you little wench
don't you dare tear up in front of them
never let them know the way you feel
even when your heart feels fit to burst
why would they even care
why would then want to put you first
so keep hiding the frown
the fake smile looks fine
laugh away the tears that want to fall
even though you gave it your all
and you feel so utterly small
keep your worthless self in line
Act happy for the crowd
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This relapse is pending
So go on and judge me
Still breaking and mending
Who you'd never want to be
Once happy, now sad
But it goes back again
Happy's the fad
Among judgmental men
This roller coaster
Of thoughts in my mind
All of you critics
Will be happy to find
Too many times jaded
The happy times faded
I'll go on and say it
I am medicated
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