Best Poems Written by Heidi Putman

Never Wanted

As you can see,
I am hooked on you.
It’s all new to me,
But you explain what to do.

You come sit,
Right next to me.
You grab and kiss me,
So I agree.

You get closer,
And grab my waist.
Your friend’s sit there,
With a smile on their face.

They think your doing,
The right thing.
I wonder what you want to do,
Do with me.

We go to another room,
In the same place.
‘But all you can see and feel,
Is my cold hands with yours we race.

I get sort of nervous,
As we fool around.
We kiss awhile,
You say it was bound.

As I pull away,
You get mad.
You grab me again,
But than you hear your friends dad.

You have to hurry,
Before someone see’s.
For against your will,
Your doing this to me.

You say you won’t hurt me,
That I see now, is a lie.
I again scream for help,
I plead, scream and cry.

I feel sick,
As can be.
You have taken,
A part of me.

I tried to run,
Tried to escape.
But today was the day,
I couldn’t help it, I got raped.

Copyright © Heidi Putman | Year Posted 2006