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Anais Pouladi Poem
There’s a little voice inside my head
That tells me right from wrong
This little voice inside my head
Is what keeps me standing strong
This little voice inside my head
Tells me to keep my dreams in sight
This little voice inside my head
Encourages me with delight
This little voice inside my head
Speaks to me like I’m “someone”
This little voice inside my head
In darkness shows me the sun
This little voice inside my head
Tells me that sometimes love is a mistake
This little voice inside my head
Tries to ease my heartache
This little voice inside my head
Teaches me diversity of thought
This little voice inside my head
Tells me to value everything that I’ve got
This little voice inside my head
Teaches me to listen
This little voice inside my head
Is responsible for the things I’ve written
This little voice inside my head
Is speaking to me right now
This little but loud voice
Is telling me that I’ll make it though life when, where, and how.
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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Anais Pouladi Poem
Inspiration nowadays seems
to have left or died
I feel lost and unsure,
as misery eats me from inside.
Everything around me
appears dull an uninviting
As if joy has departed
to see to its own liking
My once strong faith in the future,
now looks hazy from where I stand.
Feeling unabashed and uninspired
it’s forcing me to hold your hand
Not knowing who to turn to,
or where to search for the light.
Blindfolded by life running around
in circles I’m falling deep into the night.
Shouting out in silence hoping
someone will hear my plea
Drowning into inexistence
Is like a slow death to me.
Finding it almost impossible
To fit in or pull through
I need an escape from reality
A place that I belong to
Feeling alone sometimes
And too different from the world
I need a happy medium
In which my potential can be twirled
Struggling to follow my heart and intuitions
That have been silenced by the rational mind
I fight to infiltrate this wall that grows
And buries you from behind
Suffering from the lack
of care and attention I find myself astray.
Perhaps I need someone
But not just anyone in whose arms I could stay
To help me paint the skies with words
that linger in the heart no matter what
To fill the senses of the world with
The love that they forgot
To rise above the melancholy that’s
Been ripping up my heart
And fulfill my dreams and aspiration
That keep me going from the start
So it seems that you’re my only hope from
Committing an inspirational theft
So please don’t forsake me
For you are all that I’ve got left.
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2009
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Anais Pouladi Poem
I was the one with words
To comfort you
I was the one who’s
Love was true
I was the one with
Open arms
I was the one
Who shielded you
From harms
I was the one was
Dedicated
It was you
And your love that
I appreciated
I was the one
Who expressed
With silence in the air
I am the one who
Will always care
But now that’s changed
You left me stranded
I’m sitting here lost in
Thoughts of you that
Leave me enchanted
I miss you everyday
I watch my life around me
Crumble and whish
You never went away
You’ll never find the “second best”
And if you do she’ll love you less
You left me here feeling dead
You poisoned me
It was your love to what I fled
Overprotected by the blood relation
Locked away and being reared
Into what they think will be
“The perfect creation”
Rumors of you and me
Flowing like rivers
Without you here
I’m brimming with shivers
Blow a kiss and run through air
Leave our past but find nowhere
Tears that just fall
You don’t remember me at all
How could this happen to me
Every memory and every action
Arises our passion our love and attraction
But now that’s gone into space
Where the stars embrace it
So that when it gets darker they will
Show me the way bit by bit…
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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Anais Pouladi Poem
She sits quietly by her window each and everyday
She watches the big, yellow bus pass her house and she begins to pray
She carries on throughout the day feeing joy and feeling pain,
She longs to gaze upon a caring face and share a smile maybe an embrace
She dears to dream of the things she wants to pursue
But in her countless failed attempts and fiery malevolence she wonders what to do
If only she could show them, if only they could hear
Jane would break her bubble of fear and show them she's here
Although, sadly for little Jane; she's too delicate for this harsh and bitter earth.
They'd outcast her and taunt her of the things she isn't worth
Because to the eyes of the ordinary Jane would be a freak
They'd rip her soul to shreds and throw her to the curb before she'd even speak
For in the eyes of people like you and I, Jane is our angel from the sky
She's a reminder with golden wings that perches in our hearts until the day we die
She'll be known for her eternal skin battle and enclosed life that she suffered through, but
wished to rule
But this is the true and wicked reason why little Jane can't go to school.
By: Anais Pouladi
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2009
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Anais Pouladi Poem
I complicated my life by falling for him
Something so unexpected that turned into a whim
And every time I think of it
I’m swaddled by chills
Because knowing that you’ll never be mine
Is a thought that kills
So as I amble lost in myself
My soul inside just simply burning
I realize you wont be returning
Within my eyes lies a story untold
In my heart a memory I hold
Slowly as my love and hope fade
A cocoon surrounds me from all the pain that is made
Therefore everyday since the wake of dawn
My thoughts of joy are dead and gone.
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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Anais Pouladi Poem
I dream of him every night
I dream of him him with ardent delight
I dream that me loves me
I dream that we're meant be
I dream that its forever
I dream that he leaves me?
Never
I dream that he holds me to his heart
I dream that we're never apart
I dream i look into his eyes and feel in heaven
I dream that we're on cloud number eleven
I dream that we connect with each other
I dream him, my darling, my lover
I dream of feelings that are true
I dream he's the reason the sky is blue
I dream of breaking through
I dream him saying "i love you"
I dream he holds me when im feeling alone
I dream that he's my own
I dream of the emotions i need
I dream that to his voice my love heeds
I dream i know him so well
I dream i ring his belle
I dream he saves my soul
I dream of nights as black as cole
I dream he's my one and only
I dream with me he's never lonely
I dream he gives me butterflies
I dream of our love that never dies
I dream of his embrace on my face
I dream that he makes my heart rate race
I dream ok kisses
I dream of walking on air
Then i wake up and realize im nowhere
I dream of dreams
But i know that nothings what it seems
I dream of him day and night
I dream of stepping onto his light
I dream into a long sweet fantasy
I dream of my love
and whish he loved me...
GOOD MORNING!
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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You don’t wish to hurt me
But you do
You simply want friendship
But I want more from you
I wan to protect you
From all those crazy schemes
And the only time that happens
Its only in my dreams
Nowadays you are
The only one I see
But I don’t think you want more
Cause you say
“You and I just aren’t meant to be”
So I have no choice but to try
And move on
I still wake up screaming sometime
Around dawn
For every single memory
Of you and me
Has become a part of my life
I cherish lovingly
So even if you go to the end
Of the world
My vines of love in you
Are attached and curled
I fought you for so long
I should have let you in
And every time I see you
My heart cries more within
So the day you leave my psychotic state
Will be like a stormy weather
I’m going to need a miracle
To get myself back together.
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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She’s like the sun that shines each day
She’s the one who’s advice I obey
She’s the only one who will try to understand
The one who’s love is irreplaceable and grand
Just like the earth that bears us with pride
She’s the only one who will stay by my side
The one who’s arms embrace so tight
She’s the one who’s make things right
The one who copes with the hardest years
The one who’s there to wipe away the tears
Even though we’re different from one another
She’s my defender my lovely mother.
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Standing on a beach shore silently weeping
This torment growing and the grim reaping
Impotent from everyone around
The moon is vigilant because I’m on the ground
Solace nowhere to be seen
Being alone is a nightmare I dream
Watching you drift away
Makes my soul infatuated and astray
Dreaming within a dream
The person I love is seen
Waking up is my immolation
That’s the time for isolation
For you I patiently waited
You, never coming made me intimidated
I guess I’m just not meant to be
But I’ll be there for you eternally.
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2006
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Listen to the wilderness and the stories it’ll tell
From its birth joy and sorrow to the moment it fell
Listen to its sighs as another day dies
Noticed by no one but the shrill winds cries
Hear its praise to the one who bore it at birth
A true queen of queens whom they call mother earth
Hear it sing to you of the things you never knew
From it’s suffering and pain that it had to go through
Listen to it call you back and beg that you wont attack
Instead help to save humanity before the world goes black
Listen to nature introduce its enormous kin
It’ll only ask for mercy and acceptance of your special kind of twin
Listen to vines and follow their lines back to your cradle
Shut out society’s realities and run fast if you’re able
For nature won’t stand too long and fight
It’ll beckon to you instead and pray you find the light
Nature will nurture, love and protect from the evils of society that infect
It will raise you and teach respect, to save others who are emotionally wrecked
Let nature captivate you and take you away, to an evergreen Eden not so far away
Listen to the voices from within, and the things they say to help you survive life’s torments
each and every day
For the world has become a scary place to live in it seems
It’s a harsh cold glass globe that will shatter all your dreams
But if you manage to survive, and pull through the fake and constant negativity, nature will
spar but then lift you up like a star
So let it embrace you from afar, show this world full of demons the true angel that you are.
By: Anais Pouladi
Copyright © Anais Pouladi | Year Posted 2009
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