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Joan Mccue Poem
Completely consumed by the sound
of my screaming,
I keep hoping to wake up from this
nightmare I'm dreaming.
Crazy thoughts run through my mind,
visions of the possessions I never can
find.
I lie awake at night with tears in my
eyes,
trying to get over a life full of lies.
I find myself wanting to fix things that
aren't even broken,
and every word I speak has already
been spoken.
I don't understand how I got lost for
so long,
I was looking for the other side but I
guess it was gone.
I tried to eliminate the illusion that
you put in my brain,
but in the end I'm still the one dealing
with the pain.
My soul cries out from deep down
inside,
It's getting tired of denying these
thoughts of suicide.
I feel like my life doesn't make sense,
and it's caused by my own intolerable
ignorance.
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Joan Mccue Poem
I'm bringing it hard like you've never
seen,
showing you shit you won't ever
believe.
You didn't remember now you're
down on the pavement,
with your head split because you
forgot our arrangement.
I have these evil intentions,
which are mixed with images too
gruesome to mention.
I'll choke you and watch as you
strangle,
I don't care I'll leave your ass
mangled.
now listen up before your face gets
rearranged,
and they're calling the corner to come
pick up the remains.
If you're talking to me your ass will
get hit,
you'll be crying like a baby who can't
find the tit.
I told you once but you must not be
listening,
Next it's going to be your grave that
I'm pissing in.
I'll pop one in you and not feel guilty,
Looking like Dennis the Menace so
nasty and filthy.
So I'm cracking your head back and
forth,
trying to drill this shit into your
cerebral core.
It's time you paid your dues and dealt
with this bitch,
because I'm getting tired of your
constant bullshit.
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Joan Mccue Poem
My hands are getting sweaty while
my knees become weak,
and this pain in my chest makes it
impossible to think.
My brain is spinning in circles that
keep going around,
as my body continues falling onto
this unsteady ground.
What's going on inside of my mind?
I'm constantly forgetting what I'm so
desperate to find.
I'm trying so hard to hide from my
sadness,
but everywhere I go all I see is
corruption and madness.
why can't I get through this life and all
of my scars?
It must be that wish I made on that
one lucky star.
So now that it's all said and done,
the words that I write consists of the
ink from my pin,
and these thoughts that I've turned
into a lifetime of sin.
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I wonder how clear it must look from
there to here?
with no obstruction or selfish
corruption in the atmosphere.
no fear, less tears, only time to catch
my breath,
but I fail to inhale because your love
constricts my chest.
The confusion sets in blinding me,
and it's because of you I now see.
Only time will tell just how much of
this is real,
so for now all I know is what you
make me feel.
it's one of a kind,
like a stars only shine,
are you there?
My eyes stare to find.
What's behind this blind notion of
mine?
Sometimes it plays tricks on my
mind.
It's like love or hate,
now is that real or fake?
It's a thin line but that's your choice to
make.
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I feel like I'm walking through a maze,
In my mind with no escape.
What's going wrong inside my head?
Somebody explain why the feeling is
dead.
My stomach has twisted in sickness,
caused by the people who have
rendered me senseless.
Now my thoughts have all been
replaced,
by a substance that can't be erased.
I find that I'm standing on an unstable
ledge,
wondering how it feels to fall off the
edge.
Slowly my monsters create from
inside,
they're working like hell just to
survive.
I try to wake up from this nightmare
I'm dreaming,
but in my mind I'm constantly
screaming.
So won't you please help me before
it's too late?
and my soul loses the battle against
this world of hate.
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Joan Mccue Poem
Depression has taken over my life,
and I'm so tired I can't even put up a
fight.
So here I sit in the darkness of my
mind,
alone, lost, somewhere in time.
I can smell the stench seeping
through your pores,
It seems like a trip I've been on before.
I have nothing left to be happy about,
even if I did the happiness wouldn't
come out.
I'm so sad I just wish I could smile,
then maybe I can pretend for a while.
I can't explain this sadness that's
become a part of me,
even when I close my eyes that's all I
see.
I have the material things but where
are my friends?
It's like a nightmare that won't end.
I have nothing left inside my heart,
and even though I try I still fall apart.
I feel like I'm all alone in a big empty
cell,
waiting patiently to escape this
unfortunate hell.
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My body is waking,
from this silence created by your
Deadly Alliance.
What's going on?
My brain seems gone,
so far away to a place my mind won't
even play.
I can't feel my feet,
it's getting too deep,
I've got to find my way back to where
my body reacts.
Something inside,
opens my eyes,
clinging to my heart desperately
searching for this picture of art.
It seems so perfect to me,
the way it should be,
with all the colors of life blended
together so nice.
Beginning to end,
I can't find a friend,
sitting at home I keep waiting but I'm
still alone.
You really don't care.
so I'm left to bear,
the words that you said and the
illusions you put inside of my head.
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"The magic man"
In the land of lost hope and a dope filled dish,
I met a serpent and his name was wish.
He had a partner with ten thousand plans,
who went be the name of magic man.
Across the grave yard stood a beautiful tree,
that's where the serpent began to speak to me.
" Why are you alone?" "why do you look so sad?"
"What happen to your world and all of the things that you had?"
I opened my mouth because I wanted to speak,
but it was just to much,
I was just to weak.
Then around the corner stepped the magic man,
he taught me his ways and I became part of his plan.
I stepped into the darkness and away from the light,
the day the serpent grabbed my hand and took a bit.
As the venom took over and stole my breath,
I realized a little to late that I was in love with my death.
By: Joan McCue
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