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Daphnaella Joseph Poem
Since I was a little girl
I had always been turned down
I knew the bad and angry side of the world
because people would never want me around.
I was always alone
my head was always facing the ground
but I survive
I learned to live my life
now that I know how.
I will live for myself
noone else
I don’t care what people think of me
I know who I am
if u hate me
so what ?
If u love me
I’ll love u back
I’m tired of being alone
I need to know that I am strong
strong girl
trying to survive in this world.
yeah
people bugging me for no reason
sometimes I feel like I’m in prison
I’ve hidden myself inside
scared of what people might have to say
people’s bad and discouraging words
I will always have inside (of me)
I was always scared f being a disappointment
at times I felt worthless and unimportant
but now I know better
I have become smarter
which makes me happier
and I
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baby I’m talking to u
don’t u turn your back on me
I got something to tell u
u might want to listen to me
see boy
I’m getting tired of the way
u treating me
if u don’t want me no more
then just leave me
cuz I’m going crazy sitting around
with the thought of u cheating on me
I’m so in love with u
that’s why it hurts
when u are being unfaithful to me
but now I see that u don’t really care
so I’m saving my love someone who want to be there
don’t u feel the shame
I went out my way
just to make u feel ok
this is how u repay me
u have choices babe
I can’t do it no more baby
if u really love me
u would have showed me more love
I’m tired of waiting for u
and u never never come through
so pick boy
cuz my love boy
belong someone who really cares for me
and wants to be there for me
its so bad that
we can’t stay together
after what we had
I though we would be forever
but u keep on missing up
I have giving up
on trying
on loving ‘
you
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When u kiss me
u ain’t feeling nothing
the love u once felt
its over now it’ ain’t there.
When u touch me
u don’t feel good as it u used to feel
don’t force it no more baby
I know u still love me
but not as u used to love me
its okay baby.
I will always love u
we can still be friends
we can still hold hands
its about time u let me go
and I let u go
we can’t continue to live in denial.
We have to go on with our own lives
no I can’t live in denial no more boo
and neither can u.
don’t forget to give me a call
when u find the right girl
and I’ll be sure to call
when I’m find my righ t man
our love is at the end.
But our friendship is just beginning
I will always be there for u
always......
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I’ve given you everything.
I’ve open up my heart to u
I’ve made it so u feel the way I do.
But I was wrong.
I thought finally I found someone who really loves me
But I was wrong.
you claim you love me, but not in love with me
u care for me but with some exception
don’t deny it its true.
U hurt me continuously but I never minded
all I wanted was someone to say
the words I love u.
I always kept that thought on my mind that
if u say u loved me u really did
but I was wrong.
U know me so very well
u know all u can do to hurt me and fix it.
U know all u can do to get what u want.
U know me better then I know myself.
I’m afraid to let u go
you made me feel too ugly to find someone else
Maybe I’m paranoid and just mad at u right now and that’s why I’m writing this but
that’s not the first time I feel that way. And maybe
I am wrong.
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in black I write this
darkness is the only thing I see
my pain is nameless
it is all I ever feel
abuse by words.
Created my own world
to escape the rest
but filled with loneliness
it follows me
like a stalker in the night
stays with me
and is the reason for my tears
every single time
a pain I can’t let go of
it’s been there for so long
I just can’t turn it off
the pain inside me
is a silent one
that no one else can hear
my heart and my body it owns
try as I might
i just can't fight the pain inside.
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Let me scream
I’m sitting un my room
crying my eyes out
I don’t know what to do
I want to get out
I’ve got so many things on my mind
lying in mu bed
reminiscing on old times
thinking how I felt
when u destroyed my life
I really want it to be good right to be good right
let me scream
don’t shut my mouth (no)
let me see
what you are all about
let me fight
don’t hold me back(no)
this is my life
so get out
people tell me it’ll change
different things will happen
my life will get better
it won’t be like this forever
I’m willing to let it go
but u gotta(chorus)
I want to scream
so won’t u let me scream until I feel better
get better
I want to fight
don’t u hold me back
let me show them what I’m all about
it’s about time
so won’t u letme scream
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so many strong feelings I have inside
so many that I can’t deny
I don’t know where to start
telling u the stories of my life
might as well just break down and cry
it can get a little sad
so won’t u take a chair
listen to my stories
tell me u understand me
and everything about me
tell me u understand my troubles
listen to my sorrows
tell me that u are there for me
and wipe away my tears.
I might look like I’m happy
but that’s only on the outside
don’t want people to get worry
I can’t explain I can’t try
but I’m willing to tell u
in hope that u’ll listen to me
and understand me
so why don''t u sit here
and i'll tell you my stories
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Every morning
I wake up
dreading
of the day to come
I get tired
so easily
of doing things
that I can never accomplish
everyday
is never my day
can’t say
I am always happy
I always try to be
the perfect girl
but I’m tired of playing this game
call life.
Life is so hard to
get through
life is so hard to
live
life is so hard
to pull through
its so hard
to play this game
this game
life.
I stay up
praying
to get through this life.
Don’t matter
where I’m going
I’ve already given up.
I can’t win this game
this game call life
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