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And They Were All Lies

By: Kelvalyn Arbizu

Feelings of insanity breach through my core
The path I travel is wearisome, I feel I need much more.
You left my world so dismal but I couldn’t be weak and cry.
You used me and abused me and I don’t know the reason why.
The poster child for deception, the perfect paradigm.
I thought you really loved me but now I see that was a whim.
And while I was lost inside your deceit, I forgot just who I was.
My only desire was your attention because I was in love.
All I had was love and I gave my soul to you
But now all I’m left with is depression inside my spirit through and through.
And it hurts to think back, when I took time in vain.
Before my heart stopped beating, before I felt this pain.
You are Constant torture in my mind, a bullet to my soul.
Because You entered me completely and overtook control.
You shattered my identity and it only took one second.
Because I would do anything just to gain your affection.
Not knowing what to do, I walk day by day.
I don’t know where I’m going so, I just carve my way.
 And Try to find a fantasy in a unknown reality.
I’m Running steadfast to a make-believe without calamity.
Obstacles embed me, leaving their dirty marks.
And I feel that I have been defeated by your deadly art.
I’ve witnessed this catastrophe first hand; my very soul decaying…
To think, I loved you fully and dreamed of always staying.
I now hold resentment and it’s all because of you.
All men are dogs, and you are walking, living proof.
Faithful until the end…yet the end arose so quick.
I feel my poor heart bleeding and it started with a prick.
All I ever wanted was your love, was that so hard to ask.
Was is too hard for you? Was it a difficult task?
And if it was why did you stay and not just say goodbye.
You said you loved and cared for me.

And they were all just lies.

Copyright © Kelvalyn Arbizu | Year Posted 2006



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One Last Goodbye Part 1

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Our relationship was fun but after all we've been through
I can finally say this is my last good-bye to you.
Almost two weeks and not one word, you just don't know my pain.
How I called you and got no answer 25 times in the course of just three days.
I gave you all of me but that wasn't enough still
and I thought that if I waited you would feel what I feel.
I use to cut for you one hundred percent and now I'm stuck feeling sorry for 
myself.
because if I needed your support but you didn't gain from it, you didn't give me 
any help.
I gave you my heart because I thought you deserved it but now I have to take it.
because if I let you keep on with this fake sh...t, you will eventually break it.
I thought I had lost my opportunity with you because of my bad luck.
But you told me to have patience and the reason? Because you're Chuck.
you said I didn't have to fear lies, deceit, or deception.
But a pair of lips will say anything and I guess yours are no exception.
and you decided not to decide because you had the best of both worlds:
One for passion, one for obedience; but two hella-yella girls.
Like a delicate rose, you left me untended and so I gradually wilted.
I had such passionate emotion for you but you finally killed it.
and even then I knew that I was probably just some one to get you off.
But you made me so ecstatic, I dared to pay the cost.
and my heart grew more attached to you every time we f...cked.
But I told myself that I was safe because the last person to hurt me would be 
Chuck.
And now I want to say lets just be friends but I'm so hurt that it just won't work.
You had no motive for what you did now I rate you as a jerk, no, something  
worse.
I would lay in bed at night and wonder why what you did had no emotional effect 
on you.
But I finally found out that I'm not the first because you have hurt another girl too.
You left her heart broken because you chose to choose De.
and if you did that to her then you'll definitely do it to me.
After ten months of creeping, crawling and all of that bullsh..t.
I'm finally burned out and so now I must quit.
I waisted almost a whole year and I have nothing to show for it.

to be continued

 

names have been changed for my sake

Copyright © Kelvalyn Arbizu | Year Posted 2006

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One Last Goodbye Part 2

-continuation-

Not even one freaking picture, that is why I must split.
I didn't hold back, I gave you my soul. I was honest and true.
you just don't understand how many guys I turned down just for you.
But this time is different. I won't turn this guy down because I need more.
and I know that he will give me what I desire that's why I'm writing you this poem.
But I do want to thank you for the experience of a lifetime.
Because now that I have a man that I know I can call all mine...
I'll take the good things that I learned while I was wasting time with you.
Perfect them, put it in reverse, and treat him like a king, too.
And then I will finally get the love that I give back.
and I will no longer be someone for you to laugh at.
when people give their hearts it shouldn't be taken as a joke.
Because love is not a game and not just a word I spoke.
It's difficult for a girl to give up and so painful to give in.
But it's a bullet to the heart when she's deceived by men.
De'Andrea, that poor girl, a wonderful handful is what she has.
I use to laugh at her situation but now a new perspective makes it sad.
Because if it's not me, it's someone else so the cycle will continue.
and now that I look more carefully, there is something odd within you.
But you're no longer my problem; I empathize with her but really don't care.
Because if she took a deeper look at things, she would see what's really there.
and so, having said all I wanted, I have one more statement before I'm done:
It was fun and almost real, but it wasn't really fun.

names have been changed for my sake.

Copyright © Kelvalyn Arbizu | Year Posted 2006


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