One Last Goodbye Part 1
Please read and rate. I know it's a bit long but it is worth reading.
Our relationship was fun but after all we've been through
I can finally say this is my last good-bye to you.
Almost two weeks and not one word, you just don't know my pain.
How I called you and got no answer 25 times in the course of just three days.
I gave you all of me but that wasn't enough still
and I thought that if I waited you would feel what I feel.
I use to cut for you one hundred percent and now I'm stuck feeling sorry for
myself.
because if I needed your support but you didn't gain from it, you didn't give me
any help.
I gave you my heart because I thought you deserved it but now I have to take it.
because if I let you keep on with this fake sh...t, you will eventually break it.
I thought I had lost my opportunity with you because of my bad luck.
But you told me to have patience and the reason? Because you're Chuck.
you said I didn't have to fear lies, deceit, or deception.
But a pair of lips will say anything and I guess yours are no exception.
and you decided not to decide because you had the best of both worlds:
One for passion, one for obedience; but two hella-yella girls.
Like a delicate rose, you left me untended and so I gradually wilted.
I had such passionate emotion for you but you finally killed it.
and even then I knew that I was probably just some one to get you off.
But you made me so ecstatic, I dared to pay the cost.
and my heart grew more attached to you every time we f...cked.
But I told myself that I was safe because the last person to hurt me would be
Chuck.
And now I want to say lets just be friends but I'm so hurt that it just won't work.
You had no motive for what you did now I rate you as a jerk, no, something
worse.
I would lay in bed at night and wonder why what you did had no emotional effect
on you.
But I finally found out that I'm not the first because you have hurt another girl too.
You left her heart broken because you chose to choose De.
and if you did that to her then you'll definitely do it to me.
After ten months of creeping, crawling and all of that bullsh..t.
I'm finally burned out and so now I must quit.
I waisted almost a whole year and I have nothing to show for it.
to be continued
names have been changed for my sake
Copyright © Kelvalyn Arbizu | Year Posted 2006
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