One Last Goodbye Part 2

-continuation- Not even one freaking picture, that is why I must split. I didn't hold back, I gave you my soul. I was honest and true. you just don't understand how many guys I turned down just for you. But this time is different. I won't turn this guy down because I need more. and I know that he will give me what I desire that's why I'm writing you this poem. But I do want to thank you for the experience of a lifetime. Because now that I have a man that I know I can call all mine... I'll take the good things that I learned while I was wasting time with you. Perfect them, put it in reverse, and treat him like a king, too. And then I will finally get the love that I give back. and I will no longer be someone for you to laugh at. when people give their hearts it shouldn't be taken as a joke. Because love is not a game and not just a word I spoke. It's difficult for a girl to give up and so painful to give in. But it's a bullet to the heart when she's deceived by men. De'Andrea, that poor girl, a wonderful handful is what she has. I use to laugh at her situation but now a new perspective makes it sad. Because if it's not me, it's someone else so the cycle will continue. and now that I look more carefully, there is something odd within you. But you're no longer my problem; I empathize with her but really don't care. Because if she took a deeper look at things, she would see what's really there. and so, having said all I wanted, I have one more statement before I'm done: It was fun and almost real, but it wasn't really fun. names have been changed for my sake.