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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
I come to your class,you put your head up and I ask you again
to"come here"I even showed you the note in my hand
but you shook your head 'no' and said you wasn't coming
That's when my heart flooded like a drain that needs plumbing
I walked away with my head down,because down was my soul
Cast down by your rejection into a pit of the unknown
Throwing the flame that burns me now,you don't even care
You laugh at my ruin,you put gasoline on my flare
You made me what I am now,a monster you've created
So now you're destroying your creation,so lonely so hated
The bearer of my doom,the nightmares that I fear
The bearer of the torch that created the flames I wear
I thought you liked me but I know now that I was wrong
By the sound of your laughter like one of hell's songs
I cry tears of emptiness but that will never help
extinguish the combustion of emotions I have felt
That will never extinguish the fire in my soul and mind
The bearer of the torch throwing your flames to find
out how long it takes for them to swallow me up
and scorch me,blaze me until I've had enough
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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
What do I fear? Why am I scared?
Why was I caught in her trap, in her flare?
I think I'm sleep, I'm wide awake
My eyes are wide shut and her feelings for me were fake
I go outside and her boyfriend is accusing me
stabbing me over and over,verbally abusing me
with that word that brings demons to their knees
That word that makes even the devil insane and beg God please
to ease the pain of the mind and cast that word away
and let me never hear it again,let it never play
in my thoughts,in my dreams,in the depths of my soul
Let it pass through my heart unwanted and unknown
My heart is frozen in my chest,solid as a rock
but the cold in my mind brings thoughts that won't stop
Thoughts of betrayal,deception,dishonesty,and fate
Creator of my nightmares,creating my fear,piercing me like a stake
And that word,O that cursed,nauseating,sickening,hellish author
Writing the pages of my destruction with no one to stop her
Writing the chapter of my doom like the Grim Reaper
The word that burns holes in my mind and soul: SHEIKA
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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
The world has never known One so sad
One so pitiful that the heavens go mad
Raging in storms of emotions drowning
In the floods of torment heart pounding
Darkness becomes a coat of comfort and a friend
To hide the inner-self and to disguise the Inner-man
Reality becomes more than just a word spoken
Injustice becomes more than a passin token
Wearing her heart on her sleeve she seem to drag
Thinking about the kiss she'll never get and
The kiss she never had
The world has never known One so confused
One so pathetic and emotionally abused
Time is more than just the key to her fears
It is what she has went without,the cause of her tears
It is the yellow car that won't come near
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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
Two people connected by the desire of her dreams
Kissing,freaking,feeling the rest of the world seems
To be trapped and frozen in the time frame of a trance
reaching level after level each time we seem to advance
to a universe were nothing else matters except her pleasure
taking every caress,every touch with extreme measures
stroking her as if she were fragile and would soon break
bringing to her body real heat,the kind no one can fake
trapped in the smoothness of her skin and the light in her eye
with every text message I seemed a little less shy
Two people connected by the desire of her dreams
I'm so into it that my body sweats and my mind screams
massaging her body,exploring everything including her soul
it seems like some desires get satisfied while others grow
Pleasing this sexy yellow thang is my only desire
something as little as her stare sets my body on fire
I like the feeling that she leaves through my body and mind
I'm freezing,yet I'm on fire and I lose track of time
Just ask and I'll do anything and yes everything to make her mine.
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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
I don't know which way to turn or which way to go
The more I move the more I'm lost and I don't know
which door leads me out of this hellish maze
I try many doors and many turns and many different ways
but I end up deeper and deeper into it's trap
I'm so lost it wouldn't even help me if I had a map
I open a door and see her sittin' next to him,flirtin'
That's when my life really felt like someone closed the curtain
"Why do I feel this way?"I ask myself again and again
because I'm a lonely soul that needs the touch of her hand
to somehow rescue me from this state of mind
confused,hopeless,disappointed and halfway blind
I can not see clearly It is all a misty haze
but I am caught in the trap of this maze
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Woundedluver Brokensoul Poem
Why does it hurt me?Why do I cry?
Daydreams and nightmares seem to rise
I tell myself I won't cry and I won't be hurt
Only to have it rubbed in my face like a pile of dirt
Why does it anger me so,to the point of tears
All I get is rejection and the reality of my fears
The oceans and currents of emotion taking over me
Drowning.......drowning,I never could breathe
Am I alive?I feel no heartbeat,no blood
What I do feel,feels like a flood of emotions,thoughts of 'Is It ME'
Do I deserve what I'm getting?If so LET IT BE
I feel empty,the tears won't stop spilling from my eyes
I say that she didn't hurt me,but my heart doesn't believe lies
I feel like my life is going to suddenly end
And that phrase haunts my mind,"Let's be friends"
How can I just be her friend when I wanna hold her,kiss her
love her,touch her,stroke her body,caress,I'm gone miss her
I gotta get lost and fade away from her mind
because she'll never be in my arms,she'll never be mine
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Now that all the tears are dried and gone
Now that my heart has left me empty and alone
I will go forward in my life and never look back
New school,new life,throw away the notes in my backpack
Time to get rid of the hurt,time to ease the pain
It's time to fill my emptiness and stop being insane
Time to push her her out of my mind and out of my soul
It's time to drop all my feelings so I can soar and grow
I thought that I would die without her, now I laugh
because I'm still standing with my head up and I'm glad
I'm glad that I can still smile with my mouth and with my eyes
The fact that I can face tomorrow with truth and not disguise
who I am, who I'm gonna be, and who I fear
I can walk the streets with my spirits high,without a single tear
Even when the nightmares that creep in the night
surround me to torment me,I'll never lose sight
Of how special I am and keep my mind clear
Even though I am STILL burning from the flames I wear
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