Let's Be Friends

Why does it hurt me?Why do I cry?

Daydreams and nightmares seem to rise

I tell myself I won't cry and I won't be hurt

Only to have it rubbed in my face like a pile of dirt

Why does it anger me so,to the point of tears

All I get is rejection and the reality of my fears

The oceans and currents of emotion taking over me 

Drowning.......drowning,I never could breathe

Am I alive?I feel no heartbeat,no blood

What I do feel,feels like a flood of emotions,thoughts of 'Is It ME'   

Do I deserve what I'm getting?If so LET IT BE

I feel empty,the tears won't stop spilling from my eyes

I say that she didn't hurt me,but my heart doesn't believe lies

I feel like my life is going to suddenly end

And that phrase haunts my mind,"Let's be friends"

How can I just be her friend when I wanna hold her,kiss her

love her,touch her,stroke her body,caress,I'm gone miss her

I gotta get lost and fade away from her mind

because she'll never be in my arms,she'll never be mine
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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August 23, 2015 at 11:50 PM
I enjoyed reading your poem. Luv ~SKAT~
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