Let's Be Friends

Why does it hurt me?Why do I cry? Daydreams and nightmares seem to rise I tell myself I won't cry and I won't be hurt Only to have it rubbed in my face like a pile of dirt Why does it anger me so,to the point of tears All I get is rejection and the reality of my fears The oceans and currents of emotion taking over me Drowning.......drowning,I never could breathe Am I alive?I feel no heartbeat,no blood What I do feel,feels like a flood of emotions,thoughts of 'Is It ME' Do I deserve what I'm getting?If so LET IT BE I feel empty,the tears won't stop spilling from my eyes I say that she didn't hurt me,but my heart doesn't believe lies I feel like my life is going to suddenly end And that phrase haunts my mind,"Let's be friends" How can I just be her friend when I wanna hold her,kiss her love her,touch her,stroke her body,caress,I'm gone miss her I gotta get lost and fade away from her mind because she'll never be in my arms,she'll never be mine