My Nightmare

What do I fear? Why am I scared? Why was I caught in her trap, in her flare? I think I'm sleep, I'm wide awake My eyes are wide shut and her feelings for me were fake I go outside and her boyfriend is accusing me stabbing me over and over,verbally abusing me with that word that brings demons to their knees That word that makes even the devil insane and beg God please to ease the pain of the mind and cast that word away and let me never hear it again,let it never play in my thoughts,in my dreams,in the depths of my soul Let it pass through my heart unwanted and unknown My heart is frozen in my chest,solid as a rock but the cold in my mind brings thoughts that won't stop Thoughts of betrayal,deception,dishonesty,and fate Creator of my nightmares,creating my fear,piercing me like a stake And that word,O that cursed,nauseating,sickening,hellish author Writing the pages of my destruction with no one to stop her Writing the chapter of my doom like the Grim Reaper The word that burns holes in my mind and soul: SHEIKA