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Anny Mcneilus Poem
Every inch of me burning red with heat-
Waiting anxiously for you to treat...
My body is soaked in anticipation of yours-
Our hunger for each other reaching deep down to our cores..
Your body, so temptingly, moving towards mine-
Your eyes pouring over me as if seeing something Divine...
Your hands start at my face and slowly caress their way down-
Slowly dropping to the floor my black silk gown...
Hands and lips moving over me as if at any moment I may break-
Do not let go my Love, for I am yours to take...
Let me take you to a peak of ecstasy-
Let my hands and lips have their chance to see...
Allow my body to swallow you whole-
The heat surrounding you, reaching to your soul...
Swimming through a sea of eternal love and desire-
Feeling the burning heat-but not fearing the fire...
Our bodies pressed together as one-
Barely noticing the rising morning sun...
Adoringly we gaze into each others eyes-
Loving the way you are gripping my thighs...
Basking in the heat rising from our embrace-
Wishing I could forever feel my pulse race...
At last we climax-both clinging to the other so tight-
Quietly, the world suddenly seems right...
We lay together, catching our breathe-
Both so infatuated-and yet scared to death...
Not knowing what the other is thinking-
Our biggest fear-all of this disappearing by simply blinking...
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2014
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hate the way I feel every time that I hear your name…
But I know that things can never be the same…
I hate that you can still make me want you…
I can’t help but wonder if maybe our love really was or could be true…
I hate that I look at your picture and get tears in my eyes…
I wonder if everything I have heard is really just lies…
I hate that you hold someone else every night…
I wish that everything would have worked out just right…
I hate that I know we will never be together…
The pain inside me feels like hurricane weather…
Everything is blowing around inside…
But I have figured out how to hide…
Though it hurts all over, I try to push away my heart…
The pain rushes over my every part…
I hate that I love you with so much of my heart...
I hate that this is the way I have felt from the start...
I hate that I cannot tell you that you are my love...
I hate that the worst, along with all of the above.
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2014
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to: JKB
Finding words to describe or express what you are to me....
that would mean explaining the warmth,
the rush and the bliss that dance around my body-
Each time our eyes meet, and when our hands touch...
The feelings that swim throughout me far surpassed what I've always thought love was...
What you ignite within me is just so so much-
With you, I feel like I can do all things.
With you my hearts always sings...
You warm me as if you were rays from the sun-
Your smile reminds me that life can be fun...
You hold my heart -as destiny has planned all along..
Together-we flow like notes to a song-
I may never find the perfect words to tell you-
But have no doubt that the passionate love i proclaim for you has
and will always be the truest true...
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2014
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Soft winds blowing through my hair.
Here with you I have not a care.
Engulfed in the heated passion of your embrace...
With a graze of your touch you can make my heart race.
The love that we share, constantly binding us together.
The bliss that flows through me when I feel your love, making me feel light as a feather.
I reach out for you in the darkness,
Searching blindly for your arms, my forever safe fortress.
Calling out, all that I am aches to hear you.
Hanging all faith and hope on my belief that only our love could be this true.
You are near, but sometimes seeming so far away...
Continuously, I show you my love and all the reasons to stay.
It feels like your heart is what keeps my heart beating.
Even if only moments have passed, I hungrily crave our next meeting.
With me, my Love, we can dance across the stars.
Living only for now and leaving behind all those past scars.
2/19/16 jKb
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2016
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Anny Mcneilus Poem
Who is this girl looking at me in this mirror?
This face so full of hurt and fear...
Fear of remembering how to be grown...
fear of climbing out of this valley of pain all alone....
My hopes and prayers are aimed to the skies...
As the tears fall in torrents from green eyes...
Such towering mountains to climb...
All so surreal, so sublime...
Each high, another escape, taking her away...
Even If only for not even a day....
Who is this girl looking at me in this mirror?
A woman once so confident and holding no fear...
Once carefree and on a path,
Now off road and being told that music is math...
Once so lovely and sure of his love...
Now reaching with her arms stretching for help from high above...
Addiction engulfs her being...
She fell so far, without even seeing...
Who is this girl?!
No longer in control...
What happened to that dress with the swirl?
The mother who sat with her children on a grassy nole....
One more trip to anywhere but here....
Just one more journey to a place I feel no fear...
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2014
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I sometimes feel like I want to die.
Some days I wonder why I even try.
So many times I feel so alone.
Can't seem to even figure out when I'm using a tone.
Torn between needing to cry and needing to scream...
What happened to what once felt like the kinda love that some only dream?
I hear you sing and watch you breathe while you sleep...
We used to connect at levels so deep.
Yes, we have always had subjects in which we disagree..
But it still felt like the world was just for you and me.
My heart now seems so often to be aching..
Crying in the shower until I'm shaking...
I keep Trying to be everything you could possibly want...
But Now the words you say and the love you give to someone else only seem to constantly taunt....
with AP and F on my mind
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2023
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Anny Mcneilus Poem
April 10 2021
A terrible feeling is when you dread going home...
And having to put limits on how far one allows their mind to roam.
Being torn between selfless love and selfish hurt..
Sometimes wishing to be buried beneath the dirt.
Understanding that with the goods, there must be bad..
But feeling like the tears could easily drown out all of the glad.
Watching before my eyes, their love growing, much like our souls once shared...
Wondering now if we were really meant to be paired...
To AP and F
Copyright © Anny Mcneilus | Year Posted 2023
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